It's been such a long time....again
I am so frustrated. My grades are sucky.
Okla...the truth is that...I want to be free! I want to do my own stuffs. I want to be able to do my exercises. I want to hang out. I want to play games. I want to chat with friends, i want to spend more time with friends, I want to have a care free life, i want to stop worrying...
I am being held back by many stuffs... which if i were to mention, my readers will take it lightly because my friends are taking it lightly. It's like something that others don't understand, so you have to find a way out yourself. I am stress. I am tired. I am frustrated.
I have lost the heat. The heat to do martial arts. I am concentrating on my happiness now...in fact just happiness in general. Sometimes martial artists are just too proud of themselves and they don't respect other people(their downline)...resulting in NO HAPPINESS. I am not anti-martial art. I do like martial arts in fact. I just want to let some people know that happiness is more important than ego. If anyone find this offensive, I am sorry. I don't mean to offend anyone. It's MY BLOG. If you have not been invited, why are you here to flame me? My blog is the place I speak out my mind. That is the rule of my blog, if you don't like it...just go away. If you are not up to that, you can still tag me...nicely. I will compromise.
I am too stress and tired now. I am not sure if my mind is thinking rationally. Whatever I am blogging now could be just another entry which I might find useless and meaningless and eventually, I might be deleting it.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Stressing soon
I am getting tired of waiting. I wanna get more traffic.
lol. I am quite happy cos' I got my http://gamesforbc.cn to go to PR1. It got visitors everyday now. Good news for me.
Anyway, i got my DVD liao. The DVD cover broken sia. LOL. At least the CD is still workable.
I am currently making a tagboard clone to give away. :D
I am feeling really numb now. I guess this time I really need the doctor. My ankle is showing no improvements. Sometimes I experience a twinge of pain when i try to stand up, jump or even walk(seldom). I wonder what the doc will say this time. Sianz..
Tomorrow python UT. Did i study? no. How to pass? dunno. :D
lol. I am quite happy cos' I got my http://gamesforbc.cn to go to PR1. It got visitors everyday now. Good news for me.
Anyway, i got my DVD liao. The DVD cover broken sia. LOL. At least the CD is still workable.
I am currently making a tagboard clone to give away. :D
I am feeling really numb now. I guess this time I really need the doctor. My ankle is showing no improvements. Sometimes I experience a twinge of pain when i try to stand up, jump or even walk(seldom). I wonder what the doc will say this time. Sianz..
Tomorrow python UT. Did i study? no. How to pass? dunno. :D
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Irritated...
I've written about 3 scripts altogether. 2 of them were a modification of my Affiliate Script. :D
I am so bored... Tomorrow will be DMT module
I am so going to tell him that I did not go to other team for help.
This faci attitude towards me reminds me of my science faci last year. She gave me C for doing a good job. And another C for doin a lousy job. So what should I do? lol.
I may be a little unhappy with my DMT faci, but it could be that he didnt know that the person I mentioned in my RJ was my teammate. It does affect my grade since he thought that person was from another team. Thanks ar. I know the grade can't be changed. However, something else can be changed...and that is he's mindset towards me. He said it as though I hv no faith in my teammates. And that is something I was to draw his attention to. Eventually, my last line would be, I have faith in my teammates.
Alright, that's done. Now I am still worried about my ankle. I really feel like an oldman. Things were different than it used to. I can walk normally, I can run normally...however, a twinge of pain at my ankle could be felt sometimes. Once felt, there's a possibility i could not last long. Same goes for my knee.
I have myself to blame because I'm been writing scripts the whole week. No exercises done. Maybe that's why my ankle and knee starts to feel pain. =.=" Man...if i do wushu, it will get pain..if I didnt do...it will still give problem. I feel like doin something I really wanna do...
But i have something else i have to settle.... haiz.
I am so bored... Tomorrow will be DMT module
I am so going to tell him that I did not go to other team for help.
This faci attitude towards me reminds me of my science faci last year. She gave me C for doing a good job. And another C for doin a lousy job. So what should I do? lol.
I may be a little unhappy with my DMT faci, but it could be that he didnt know that the person I mentioned in my RJ was my teammate. It does affect my grade since he thought that person was from another team. Thanks ar. I know the grade can't be changed. However, something else can be changed...and that is he's mindset towards me. He said it as though I hv no faith in my teammates. And that is something I was to draw his attention to. Eventually, my last line would be, I have faith in my teammates.
Alright, that's done. Now I am still worried about my ankle. I really feel like an oldman. Things were different than it used to. I can walk normally, I can run normally...however, a twinge of pain at my ankle could be felt sometimes. Once felt, there's a possibility i could not last long. Same goes for my knee.
I have myself to blame because I'm been writing scripts the whole week. No exercises done. Maybe that's why my ankle and knee starts to feel pain. =.=" Man...if i do wushu, it will get pain..if I didnt do...it will still give problem. I feel like doin something I really wanna do...
But i have something else i have to settle.... haiz.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
My Reflections
Actually I wanna sleep, but I just want to show that I'm still alive. So I blog.
Today..
Sick...
And this is the time when my mom will nag. Cos' tissues are everywhere.
I have created a damn simple affiliate script 2-3 days ago. It only allow one affiliate..haha. How pathetic.
Anyway, i have been writing scripts these days. Knowing that my SIMPLE script is going to need a lot more, I modified it yesterday and the whole day today to create a better affiliate script (php/SQL based). Now, I can have a lot of affiliates. :D
Need to add a little more stuffs to it.
Trying to joint venture with others...hais..
So by the way, I am feeling damn bored nowadays. I wonder what I can do in class to be more friendly. I feel useless most of the time. I just want to be involved but it seems like I do not know how to blend in. I never knew how to do it anyway.
Talking about socialising, I have talked to Yan Jean (ninja friend) about socialising too. It seems like my socialising skill is so sucky. I tend to stutter more these days. The truth is that, I am too lazy to even talk. But like i told her, socialising is important. I have myself to blame for not wanting to socialise when i was younger because of my emoism. Now like i say, I hv loss the knack for it.
Class was attractive than usual. For some reason, I am feeling jealous...I dunno why. I just got to get it off my mind. It's not hard...I know it...ahh.. couldn't decide!
Anyway, i need to sleep. Wanna be more awake than usual for tml php lesson.
Today..
Sick...
And this is the time when my mom will nag. Cos' tissues are everywhere.
I have created a damn simple affiliate script 2-3 days ago. It only allow one affiliate..haha. How pathetic.
Anyway, i have been writing scripts these days. Knowing that my SIMPLE script is going to need a lot more, I modified it yesterday and the whole day today to create a better affiliate script (php/SQL based). Now, I can have a lot of affiliates. :D
Need to add a little more stuffs to it.
Trying to joint venture with others...hais..
So by the way, I am feeling damn bored nowadays. I wonder what I can do in class to be more friendly. I feel useless most of the time. I just want to be involved but it seems like I do not know how to blend in. I never knew how to do it anyway.
Talking about socialising, I have talked to Yan Jean (ninja friend) about socialising too. It seems like my socialising skill is so sucky. I tend to stutter more these days. The truth is that, I am too lazy to even talk. But like i told her, socialising is important. I have myself to blame for not wanting to socialise when i was younger because of my emoism. Now like i say, I hv loss the knack for it.
Class was attractive than usual. For some reason, I am feeling jealous...I dunno why. I just got to get it off my mind. It's not hard...I know it...ahh.. couldn't decide!
Anyway, i need to sleep. Wanna be more awake than usual for tml php lesson.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Large Hadron Collider: End of the world?
Aiya. I want to give a review on my new class before sch reopen...but guess its too late. lol.
Anyway, I'm not sure how many of you have heard about the Large Hadron Collider. It has just taken place about a few days ago. It's about physicist finding new answers to physic. This Large Hadron Collider is also known as the fastest particle accelerator. What is does is shoot out a particle around a ring 300ft below the ground and then it will increase its speed until a collision occurs. The collision is estimated to occur on 21st october. What does this mean to us? Some say better internet connections, better sallelite while some thinks that this could BE THE END OF THE WORLD.
Skeptics were afraid that this high speed particles will create a black hole and suck up the earth. Seriously this particles will reach a temperature about more than 10000 times that of the sun. It was expected that the END would be by the time the particle has been launched. But it looks like we are still alive. So it's not the end yet...
Personally, I feel that by the time the collision occurs, there will be something really cool happening. There could also possibly be a sign of danger. Why is that so? This particles could be making a new gravitational force that could attract objects from outer space. An alien? Who knows.
But don't worry, i have no backup for my stand. It's just my wild calculation.
Lastly, if the collision is successful, then it will mean more books for our next generation. :)
Anyway, I'm not sure how many of you have heard about the Large Hadron Collider. It has just taken place about a few days ago. It's about physicist finding new answers to physic. This Large Hadron Collider is also known as the fastest particle accelerator. What is does is shoot out a particle around a ring 300ft below the ground and then it will increase its speed until a collision occurs. The collision is estimated to occur on 21st october. What does this mean to us? Some say better internet connections, better sallelite while some thinks that this could BE THE END OF THE WORLD.
Skeptics were afraid that this high speed particles will create a black hole and suck up the earth. Seriously this particles will reach a temperature about more than 10000 times that of the sun. It was expected that the END would be by the time the particle has been launched. But it looks like we are still alive. So it's not the end yet...
Personally, I feel that by the time the collision occurs, there will be something really cool happening. There could also possibly be a sign of danger. Why is that so? This particles could be making a new gravitational force that could attract objects from outer space. An alien? Who knows.
But don't worry, i have no backup for my stand. It's just my wild calculation.
Lastly, if the collision is successful, then it will mean more books for our next generation. :)
Monday, August 25, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
Everything seems to be broken...+ W65L!
Wushu competition.
First part already caught up. It became contagious till the last part.
How it happened?
I kicked weiliang too low. He got hurt but continued. The last part is the worse and I really hope I can reverse it. lol.
Anyway, seen a lot of stunts by other teams. They are cool.
Nevermind, we can do it too! We need more courage and guts.
It's so boring. It's so dry. I feel so empty and wasted.
It's the feeling when you work for something so hard and get something unrewarding. I am not talking about wushu, but other stuffs.
Then just now watch WWE. Hais...Shawn Michaels have problem with his eyes. He became cross-eyed due to one of the match with Jericho. Jericho elbowed his eye, resulted in severe injury. He is planning on quitting his career.. But I really hope that he will recover. Shawn Michaels is always been my favourite wrestler.
Undertaker is coming back. That would at least bring some excitement.
Oh ya. One of my latest success is cartwheel. :) After 2 months of serious training, i am able to do cartwheel on air. However, I know I need to improve it...cos' I can feel that my normal cartwheel is jialat liao.
First part already caught up. It became contagious till the last part.
How it happened?
I kicked weiliang too low. He got hurt but continued. The last part is the worse and I really hope I can reverse it. lol.
Anyway, seen a lot of stunts by other teams. They are cool.
Nevermind, we can do it too! We need more courage and guts.
It's so boring. It's so dry. I feel so empty and wasted.
It's the feeling when you work for something so hard and get something unrewarding. I am not talking about wushu, but other stuffs.
Then just now watch WWE. Hais...Shawn Michaels have problem with his eyes. He became cross-eyed due to one of the match with Jericho. Jericho elbowed his eye, resulted in severe injury. He is planning on quitting his career.. But I really hope that he will recover. Shawn Michaels is always been my favourite wrestler.
Undertaker is coming back. That would at least bring some excitement.
Oh ya. One of my latest success is cartwheel. :) After 2 months of serious training, i am able to do cartwheel on air. However, I know I need to improve it...cos' I can feel that my normal cartwheel is jialat liao.
ALRIGHT! Now it's W65L Time....
So sem 1 has ended.
After knowing those ppl in my classroom...I think I should give a new HONEST opinion of what I think of them:
Ayie > Aiiikido guy..nice and friendly but sometimes irritating..it's just me who dont like music. He likes to play music in class..loud. lol. This guy is a potential director
Fareez > Model with an unpredictable hobby..dance? Muay thai? Potential drug addict. haha. Honest opinion k?
Sharmaine > Good teammate, can get work done. Not enough creativity but not bad. She's damn choosy one. lol
Daryl > He loves to laugh for nothing. haha. Good at self-entertainment..he make himself laugh all the time. haha. Good mate to work with...he make ppl laugh with him for nothing too. haha.
Sebastian K> A very gentle, nice, humble fucking-cb-knn guy. :D Just kidding, i know he dont mind cos' he's nice. HAHA. Anyway, this fucker is very keen to learn and share.
Ismadi > haha..quiet sometimes but always give the couldn't be bother face. Funny guy actually. lol
Raudha > Violent+childish+playful girl who likes to disturb ayie. And yea...irritating sometimes. haha..but good photographer...she make the memories.
Clement > An execellent M.I.A guy. haha. Well...he is willing to learn but always absent dunno why
Ryan > An angmoh...what can I say? lol. Noisy guitar person! lol. But he is damn good at making sure the job gets done. Some sort of the old version of me. Only that he's better. Potential multi-talented person.
Xinhui > The girl who needs 'M' in her life. lol. She is friendly. But always so stress. When come to me, surely talk abt codes/photoshop/websites. Wahh..all study stuffs. haha. Potential part-time designer
Xiang Ray > Very relax and easy going yandao boy. Cute and soft-spoken. Always watch movie. Good team mate, always get the job done. But he also like a bit heck care when presenting. When can't find the word he is looking for, he just use something that only he can understand like nobody's business. haha.
Baoyan > Cute small little witch who laughs like a witch sometimes. Yes, she is UNPREDICTABLE. Never thought tat she can do something nice for her flash and design. Willing to learn but always trying to find the easiest way to get things done. Oh, she got a sweet smile.
Zarrin > The emo looking guy....
Joseph > haha...random sometimes. Lame when trying to open door but cannot. lol
Kohkonut > Intelligent, helpful, friendly and nice little giant. Like Daryl, he loves to entertain himself. He needs a lot of self-entertainment that sometimes the classes next door become his playground. lol. Potential great person.
Khairul > A bit negative sometimes but can be very funny! haha. Need to be more positive. :) Potential mat. :D
Shafiq > Too intelligent. Too knowledgeable. Hidden talents. Potential inventer.
Aisyah > Sometimes irritating cos' she like ignoring what I am asking her. =.=" Haha...she is Daryl's sidekick.
Rush > he got a bit of that patrick personality from SpongeBob Squarepants. He likes to, "uhh..." lol. He looks much matured during the first few weeks. Then he MIA...changed liao. haha
Suren > Nice guy who is always busy. Friendly too.
Jason > The ultimate stressing machine. lol. His whining is irritating and that whine is actually making me feel that he is only relying on others for answer and not trying to work together. It makes one feel as though he is expecting answers from you. lol.
Jason, you are intelligent...you can do it, you just need to relax and dont waste energy whining and complaining. Sometimes u need more time because your whining r taking a lot of your time. If only you convert those energy to whine/complain to something more productive..then you are the champ. Potential newsreporter for BBC. ahahaha.
Keith > Handsome interactive apek. He is funny and fun la. lol. His every sentence MUST contain cibaiiii.. lol. Hahhaa...the most funniest one i can recall was during the sentosa outing. He pretended to play rugby and wanna tackle. Then before he tackle, he say cibai. lol.
Sky > Jellybean guy. Very knowledgeable that sometimes I find him irritating. lol
Sally > First impression was...my gosh, ahlian and spoilt gal. Now, OMG...she's actually nice and hv a sweet smile. lol. I don't think i ever work with her b4. So dunno much.
I didnt comment some of them cos' maybe i forgot or they hardly come...
If you dont like some of the comments...haha...I dunno wad to say.
Friday, August 8, 2008
Unhealthy Mindset
I wonder...
Why am I having such a mindset? It's like I am turning back to my old self ; depress, likes to be alone, quiet, in the dark...
I don't have any definition for such behaviour but to many, it is known as EMO.
Maybe it is due to wushu competition anxiety. Maybe it could be due to financial problem. Maybe it's cos' I am still working in that stupid outlet. Maybe because I am in RP. Maybe it is just ME. OR...could it be...this blog?
Few days ago, I felt the same emotions that struck me when I was in Sec 1.
It was there in my dream...
It was there in my mind...
It was there on my MSN...
Then I tried to find the answer...
It responded the same way as how I was responded in sec 1.
This emotion is already making me sad.
Then this negative mindset of mine is coming back.
I do not like to complain...
I do not like to whine...
I just want to know why?
One good thing, I have just find a way to integrate php and sql. Now I can proceed to my new project.
Why am I having such a mindset? It's like I am turning back to my old self ; depress, likes to be alone, quiet, in the dark...
I don't have any definition for such behaviour but to many, it is known as EMO.
Maybe it is due to wushu competition anxiety. Maybe it could be due to financial problem. Maybe it's cos' I am still working in that stupid outlet. Maybe because I am in RP. Maybe it is just ME. OR...could it be...this blog?
Few days ago, I felt the same emotions that struck me when I was in Sec 1.
It was there in my dream...
It was there in my mind...
It was there on my MSN...
Then I tried to find the answer...
It responded the same way as how I was responded in sec 1.
This emotion is already making me sad.
Then this negative mindset of mine is coming back.
I do not like to complain...
I do not like to whine...
I just want to know why?
One good thing, I have just find a way to integrate php and sql. Now I can proceed to my new project.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
The Unstable Mind
Monday Wushu training was alright, I cause many injuries...I think.
First, Weiliang back flip was landed wrongly.
Before that, there were others when I tried to help him landed properly.
The shoulder connected to my neck was hit during the catch. It hurts but seems ok.
Then one of the catch I dunno which part of my body bones make a sound.
Then on one of the rehearsal, I accidentally stepped on weiliang's and cun lai's ankle. HAHA..I dunno how tat happens but both fell.
Naturally, after every training, I will have this 'shiver' as though my blood is not flowing properly and I will always think of 'that time'. I don't seem to be able to stop thinking about it.
The good thing is, I am getting used to some pains. I am stronger in a sense that once I know I got hurt, I will try to get up.
Anyway...I couldn't sleep that night. Seriously...my mind is like blank...whenever I closed my eyes, I feel 'SQUARISH'! haha..wtf is tat? i dunno how to describe. It's like my whole body was in pain. I suddenly taste blood. Was it an imagination? Or dream? No idea. But I hv problem sleeping. I was kinda senile in class next morning(which is today). I couldn't think. I can feel the different from how I feel now and last night. totally different. My lower body was like numb. Scary if you ask me...cos' I dunno what happen internally.
Then my right knee also pain. =.="
First, Weiliang back flip was landed wrongly.
Before that, there were others when I tried to help him landed properly.
The shoulder connected to my neck was hit during the catch. It hurts but seems ok.
Then one of the catch I dunno which part of my body bones make a sound.
Then on one of the rehearsal, I accidentally stepped on weiliang's and cun lai's ankle. HAHA..I dunno how tat happens but both fell.
Naturally, after every training, I will have this 'shiver' as though my blood is not flowing properly and I will always think of 'that time'. I don't seem to be able to stop thinking about it.
The good thing is, I am getting used to some pains. I am stronger in a sense that once I know I got hurt, I will try to get up.
Anyway...I couldn't sleep that night. Seriously...my mind is like blank...whenever I closed my eyes, I feel 'SQUARISH'! haha..wtf is tat? i dunno how to describe. It's like my whole body was in pain. I suddenly taste blood. Was it an imagination? Or dream? No idea. But I hv problem sleeping. I was kinda senile in class next morning(which is today). I couldn't think. I can feel the different from how I feel now and last night. totally different. My lower body was like numb. Scary if you ask me...cos' I dunno what happen internally.
Then my right knee also pain. =.="
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Reviews Of few days
I was working today...and there were 8 childish girls.
Can't really know what to say but childish.
Anyway, I don't care about them now.
Was working with the petite colleague...Kero Kero Kero~
Haha. It was quite fun especially when they was 3 blackouts.
Oh ya...this is when those 8 tentacles make such a big commotions.
I was just trying to be nice because they were still young. But oh well...kids. haha.
I have finally completed my PP draft. Like wtf. lol. So sianz. Now I can give more concentration on wushu. I think one of the training session, I pissed weiliang cos' I said it was a stupid move. lol. Sorry weiliang, that part is not natural of me to do. The coach make it look better.
WWE is getting more fake nowadays - someone being crashed with a running car...and still alive. =.=" Too fake to believe. Then Edge and the eddie wife wedding was also damn funny. It shows so set-up. Batista, he is strong but he still have that emotional look. He's angry face don't reflect his inner feeling. Lol...at least thats what i perceived. But the wrestle parts are nice. Emotionally too when Shawn Michaels was elbowed by Jericho and his head was bleeding so badly. Jericho won the match because Shawn is not able to fight anymore..too much bleeding.
I had a dream abt Ninja a few days ago.
Some sort of I was welcome back. It was a happy dream but I realised it was just a dream when I woke up.
Can't really know what to say but childish.
Anyway, I don't care about them now.
Was working with the petite colleague...Kero Kero Kero~
Haha. It was quite fun especially when they was 3 blackouts.
Oh ya...this is when those 8 tentacles make such a big commotions.
I was just trying to be nice because they were still young. But oh well...kids. haha.
I have finally completed my PP draft. Like wtf. lol. So sianz. Now I can give more concentration on wushu. I think one of the training session, I pissed weiliang cos' I said it was a stupid move. lol. Sorry weiliang, that part is not natural of me to do. The coach make it look better.
WWE is getting more fake nowadays - someone being crashed with a running car...and still alive. =.=" Too fake to believe. Then Edge and the eddie wife wedding was also damn funny. It shows so set-up. Batista, he is strong but he still have that emotional look. He's angry face don't reflect his inner feeling. Lol...at least thats what i perceived. But the wrestle parts are nice. Emotionally too when Shawn Michaels was elbowed by Jericho and his head was bleeding so badly. Jericho won the match because Shawn is not able to fight anymore..too much bleeding.
I had a dream abt Ninja a few days ago.
Some sort of I was welcome back. It was a happy dream but I realised it was just a dream when I woke up.
Friday, July 25, 2008
New Skin
Hi Everyone,
My blog was being M.I.A previously because mostly of feeling very down. It was made worse when I receive stupid tags. To protect myself, I decided to stop for a while.
Now for my blogskin.
I know it looks kind of weird and not other typical blog. That's because it was suppose to be for my website. However, I have problems with match colours and if you realise, most of my layouts are made of tables and borders. There are no table background images. That may not be a great problem but the colour is the problematic one. And I do not have a proper banner. That one above is a very simple one because my photoshop skills is still CMI.
Maybe for the time-being, I will be using this. When I got time, I will make a new one. Changing of blogskin will also depend on my visitors. Do comment and give me tip on how I can improve my blogskin colour. :)
Thank you
My blog was being M.I.A previously because mostly of feeling very down. It was made worse when I receive stupid tags. To protect myself, I decided to stop for a while.
Now for my blogskin.
I know it looks kind of weird and not other typical blog. That's because it was suppose to be for my website. However, I have problems with match colours and if you realise, most of my layouts are made of tables and borders. There are no table background images. That may not be a great problem but the colour is the problematic one. And I do not have a proper banner. That one above is a very simple one because my photoshop skills is still CMI.
Maybe for the time-being, I will be using this. When I got time, I will make a new one. Changing of blogskin will also depend on my visitors. Do comment and give me tip on how I can improve my blogskin colour. :)
Thank you
Friday, May 23, 2008
It's been such a long time since i updated. Today I went to my own blog and saw a cowardy tag. Aiya... I dun mind actually. It will be deleted anyway.
So anyway, just to share some experience on what i dreamt on Monday.
It was a scary dream...literally. I dunno why I suddenly got a girlfriend. It freak me out.
The environment are like dull and it's like at night. Something like what you see in the classic dracula movie. lol.
Oh ya, what worse is that...my gf was damn big la. u know what i mean.
Wahh...in the dream i was like smiling...but at the same time i was like, "what the heck?"
haha...that's the first chapter.
Then suddenly I was in a hotel room with 2 unidentified ppl. We're all like strangers but why r we in one room? I dunno. But it seems like i m having this disease where my right hand is rotting. Then there was a knock on the door. It was a suspicious old man with a bowl of greens? He is like offering it to me. I dunno why i took it when i sense something is really weird. haha. So when i took it and close the door, my hand rot even more and i could see maggots. I was like, "what the hell...?...ok, what should i do now?". I was not panic just thinking of whether i will survive or die. Then those 2 ppl tried to reverse the spell...*dream off*
Anyway, school life is like getting....boring. TODAY especially. First is my module...it's about computer technologies which i hv no interest at all...so i was like forcing myself to do smth that i dun wanna do. Secondly, its UT - multimedia programming. Lastly, wushu. Seriously, i dun hv mood to go wushu. But it turns out alright. The members make my day. :)
I really need to change my incomplete blogskin.. hais...need to find time.
So anyway, just to share some experience on what i dreamt on Monday.
It was a scary dream...literally. I dunno why I suddenly got a girlfriend. It freak me out.
The environment are like dull and it's like at night. Something like what you see in the classic dracula movie. lol.
Oh ya, what worse is that...my gf was damn big la. u know what i mean.
Wahh...in the dream i was like smiling...but at the same time i was like, "what the heck?"
haha...that's the first chapter.
Then suddenly I was in a hotel room with 2 unidentified ppl. We're all like strangers but why r we in one room? I dunno. But it seems like i m having this disease where my right hand is rotting. Then there was a knock on the door. It was a suspicious old man with a bowl of greens? He is like offering it to me. I dunno why i took it when i sense something is really weird. haha. So when i took it and close the door, my hand rot even more and i could see maggots. I was like, "what the hell...?...ok, what should i do now?". I was not panic just thinking of whether i will survive or die. Then those 2 ppl tried to reverse the spell...*dream off*
Anyway, school life is like getting....boring. TODAY especially. First is my module...it's about computer technologies which i hv no interest at all...so i was like forcing myself to do smth that i dun wanna do. Secondly, its UT - multimedia programming. Lastly, wushu. Seriously, i dun hv mood to go wushu. But it turns out alright. The members make my day. :)
I really need to change my incomplete blogskin.. hais...need to find time.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happy Mothers' Day!...
I am too hurt to do anything..
So of course I did not turn up for ninjado.
Made several websites and has been advertising it around. Sheesh.
I'm so darn bored. I just remembered...who did i tell to 'shuussss' at workplace yesterday when Shihan called me. I was too angry+sad that it drives me to do that. If i'm not wrong...I 'shuusss' to my manager. o.O oh oh... lol.
Anyway, yesterday instead of doing the normal front service, I was told to send orders. Yea, delivery. My manager told me to do so...and take cab. haha. I was kinda freak out..and I said to myself, "Is she serious about this?"
But I just did as i was told. Paiseh, I m not used to carry the big bag.
My china manager kept saying, "why r u like so bad mood nowadays..?"
I didn't mean to actually. I also dunno if I sounded mean or attitude.
...hais..
So of course I did not turn up for ninjado.
Made several websites and has been advertising it around. Sheesh.
I'm so darn bored. I just remembered...who did i tell to 'shuussss' at workplace yesterday when Shihan called me. I was too angry+sad that it drives me to do that. If i'm not wrong...I 'shuusss' to my manager. o.O oh oh... lol.
Anyway, yesterday instead of doing the normal front service, I was told to send orders. Yea, delivery. My manager told me to do so...and take cab. haha. I was kinda freak out..and I said to myself, "Is she serious about this?"
But I just did as i was told. Paiseh, I m not used to carry the big bag.
My china manager kept saying, "why r u like so bad mood nowadays..?"
I didn't mean to actually. I also dunno if I sounded mean or attitude.
...hais..
Saturday, May 10, 2008
it hurts...
I didn't scold anyone...
I didn't force any one t0 believe me..*stop*
I did apologise...even though I don't think i am wrong...
I did want to settle it peacefully..but no respond
I am out of ninja-do.
It hurts...I strongly believe it is a misunderstanding.
But I wont be elaborating further. I don't want to talk abt it.
That's a lesson that I have learnt...dont talk abt anything..especially on this blog.
I am a loner who treats my blog as a friend to talk abt anything.
However, it seems like I didn't think abt the 'stakeholders'. I hv learnt a lot from my past experience, now I will hv a new lesson.
Being a ninja has always been my childhood dream. The yeoyatsu, splits, my flexibility, high rising kicks, etc...those did not come just like that. I have trained myself when I was young...I was preparing myself to be a ninja. I was very happy when I found ninjado. I am committed to ninjado more than wushu or even work. I am the one who ask Shihan for the ninja walk in frontier CC. I can still remember when I train my nanchaks...alone, seriously and quietly. I am so into ninja. Seriously, it hurts when those dreams is shattered just because of that accident and misunderstandings.
I don't want to talk abt it or someone or some ppl will think i am starting something. My emotions are running so fast that I don't know how to say it in words.
I know it's not the end of the world that I am out of this art. But it still hurts...
I know some ppl will say I cry over a spilt milk. Maybe that's true in a way.
I am feeling numb right now...I am trying to look happy and fine when I'm not. Why? Mother's Day is coming.
I feel like coming down to explain to Shihan. But I dunno what to say. Even if I am able to explain, i will back out from ninjado. It seems like thats not gonna happen.
He called me when I was working...I told him next week talk cos' I working, it's not the right time to talk abt it. But he say, "No need to come nxt week" and hung up. He said I scolded him on my blog...when I didn't. *stop*...i wont say more.
I dont feel like sparring anymore...there wont be any sparring for me anyway after all this.
I don't know if the ninjas r still friends with me or r they going to hate me.
This feeling will eventually fades off...I'm waiting for it to go..
I didn't force any one t0 believe me..*stop*
I did apologise...even though I don't think i am wrong...
I did want to settle it peacefully..but no respond
I am out of ninja-do.
It hurts...I strongly believe it is a misunderstanding.
But I wont be elaborating further. I don't want to talk abt it.
That's a lesson that I have learnt...dont talk abt anything..especially on this blog.
I am a loner who treats my blog as a friend to talk abt anything.
However, it seems like I didn't think abt the 'stakeholders'. I hv learnt a lot from my past experience, now I will hv a new lesson.
Being a ninja has always been my childhood dream. The yeoyatsu, splits, my flexibility, high rising kicks, etc...those did not come just like that. I have trained myself when I was young...I was preparing myself to be a ninja. I was very happy when I found ninjado. I am committed to ninjado more than wushu or even work. I am the one who ask Shihan for the ninja walk in frontier CC. I can still remember when I train my nanchaks...alone, seriously and quietly. I am so into ninja. Seriously, it hurts when those dreams is shattered just because of that accident and misunderstandings.
I don't want to talk abt it or someone or some ppl will think i am starting something. My emotions are running so fast that I don't know how to say it in words.
I know it's not the end of the world that I am out of this art. But it still hurts...
I know some ppl will say I cry over a spilt milk. Maybe that's true in a way.
I am feeling numb right now...I am trying to look happy and fine when I'm not. Why? Mother's Day is coming.
I feel like coming down to explain to Shihan. But I dunno what to say. Even if I am able to explain, i will back out from ninjado. It seems like thats not gonna happen.
He called me when I was working...I told him next week talk cos' I working, it's not the right time to talk abt it. But he say, "No need to come nxt week" and hung up. He said I scolded him on my blog...when I didn't. *stop*...i wont say more.
I dont feel like sparring anymore...there wont be any sparring for me anyway after all this.
I don't know if the ninjas r still friends with me or r they going to hate me.
This feeling will eventually fades off...I'm waiting for it to go..
Monday, May 5, 2008
Update
GOSH.. did this PP notes and sample box. I was like so sian la.
I am thinking of making it look like an ebook, but I was having problem with it.
Anyway, I might be distributing the notes in .pdf format...if i'm free la. Sorry for the delay.
Meanwhile, you can download the large files at the left navigation...
I am thinking of making it look like an ebook, but I was having problem with it.
Anyway, I might be distributing the notes in .pdf format...if i'm free la. Sorry for the delay.
Meanwhile, you can download the large files at the left navigation...
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Review
First and foremost, I would like to indirectly apologise to him for skipping class. He was really looking forward...but i have myself to prioritise first.
Next, just to recap my past entry about what happened in my work place about my customer who asked me if I am a martial artist...I asked him why, he said i behave differently. For more, go here.
So with that in mind, I actually skipped wushu yesterday. I was told that the aikido trial was yesterday and went there.
It was fun. The instructor was funny. Then for me, i can see a lot of gals. :P But 3 chios left so early. :(
Ok, so what did I learnt?
If I'm not wrong, we learn 4 defense techniques, 1 break fall, walk through technique and making opponent fall-kinda-thing.
Not bad huh?
Aikido is a japanese martial arts. It seems to be a peaceful martial arts that do not require much of strength but more of skills and speed. Looking at the way the 4 defense techniques works, I feel that it can be taught very easily without much 'replay'. In other words, it is very easy to learn. There is hardly much strength involves and most of the time, you control your attacker. Thus if anyone(hopefully a chio) attack you, with good skill and speed, you can actually bring her down and....you know, you know. :D
Let's get back to my customer. So what is the behavior that i show? I am still not quite sure but 1 thing I know is the way i move in the restaurant. Naturally I am using the go-through method. Some of my colleagues ask me why i like to spin around...I seriously do not know but i find it easier and more flexible to move about. :P
Well..let's talk more about other martial arts.. :D
Aikido is unlike martial arts like Taekwando, where you bring down your opponent using a throw or normal method. I can still recall how my unarmed(taekwando) instructor threw me so easily.
He asked me to stand on his right and i dunno what he did and suddenly i was thrown to his left. Also, without much effort. This throw is actually my favourite move...but i forgot how liao. Seriously, this is a cool move. So if your attacker don't know how to break fall, he could have broken a limp. However, i have been kicked by a black belt taekwando. He is using Taekwando special fast kick. Guess what..? No effect. Just emotionally hurt cos' he's my friend. lol.
Wushu
Just an art for display. More for movie making and keeping yourself healthy. If trained with passion, wushu can actually helps to increase your speed. However, for people like me who sometimes don't care about safety, it gives me a lot of injuries. lol. I skipped a lot during holidays to have my knee heal about 85%. But my lower back has not recover. It will get painful when I do rising, side or high kicks.
Actually, wushu has 2 types. One is display and the other the self-defense. So before you join wushu...be sure to ask the instructor first. In sch, wushu is goin to introduce some self-defense. :)
Walao...too lazy to continue le.
That's the end la k? :P
Next, just to recap my past entry about what happened in my work place about my customer who asked me if I am a martial artist...I asked him why, he said i behave differently. For more, go here.
So with that in mind, I actually skipped wushu yesterday. I was told that the aikido trial was yesterday and went there.
It was fun. The instructor was funny. Then for me, i can see a lot of gals. :P But 3 chios left so early. :(
Ok, so what did I learnt?
If I'm not wrong, we learn 4 defense techniques, 1 break fall, walk through technique and making opponent fall-kinda-thing.
Not bad huh?
Aikido is a japanese martial arts. It seems to be a peaceful martial arts that do not require much of strength but more of skills and speed. Looking at the way the 4 defense techniques works, I feel that it can be taught very easily without much 'replay'. In other words, it is very easy to learn. There is hardly much strength involves and most of the time, you control your attacker. Thus if anyone(hopefully a chio) attack you, with good skill and speed, you can actually bring her down and....you know, you know. :D
Let's get back to my customer. So what is the behavior that i show? I am still not quite sure but 1 thing I know is the way i move in the restaurant. Naturally I am using the go-through method. Some of my colleagues ask me why i like to spin around...I seriously do not know but i find it easier and more flexible to move about. :P
Well..let's talk more about other martial arts.. :D
Aikido is unlike martial arts like Taekwando, where you bring down your opponent using a throw or normal method. I can still recall how my unarmed(taekwando) instructor threw me so easily.
He asked me to stand on his right and i dunno what he did and suddenly i was thrown to his left. Also, without much effort. This throw is actually my favourite move...but i forgot how liao. Seriously, this is a cool move. So if your attacker don't know how to break fall, he could have broken a limp. However, i have been kicked by a black belt taekwando. He is using Taekwando special fast kick. Guess what..? No effect. Just emotionally hurt cos' he's my friend. lol.
Wushu
Just an art for display. More for movie making and keeping yourself healthy. If trained with passion, wushu can actually helps to increase your speed. However, for people like me who sometimes don't care about safety, it gives me a lot of injuries. lol. I skipped a lot during holidays to have my knee heal about 85%. But my lower back has not recover. It will get painful when I do rising, side or high kicks.
Actually, wushu has 2 types. One is display and the other the self-defense. So before you join wushu...be sure to ask the instructor first. In sch, wushu is goin to introduce some self-defense. :)
Walao...too lazy to continue le.
That's the end la k? :P
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Hi there.
School days are making me tired.
There is something that I want to do, but time is refraining me from doing so.
I am feeling a bit frustrated because there are so many things happening that is holding me back from doing what I want to do.
In my wild thought, all I wanted to do is to break all the stuffs in school. This is the sign of me turning hot temper. In fact, I get irritated easily by the slightest mistake.
Haiya...too tired to continue...
School days are making me tired.
There is something that I want to do, but time is refraining me from doing so.
I am feeling a bit frustrated because there are so many things happening that is holding me back from doing what I want to do.
In my wild thought, all I wanted to do is to break all the stuffs in school. This is the sign of me turning hot temper. In fact, I get irritated easily by the slightest mistake.
Haiya...too tired to continue...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Why am I feeling so awful?
I am feeling damn crazy, emo, angry...
I guess this is a symptom of me needing some sleep.
The thing that made me feel better is my 3-parts nunchaku. I forgot the real name.
I practice during ninjado and I am quite happy with my progress. I am trying to look cool with this new wife of mine. :D
Sparred with 2 guys. Well...it's kinda alright la. I am not satisfied but nevermind, I don't really like violent anyway. I am in defensive mode already. Don't want to get injured easily and unnecessarily.
Did frog jump again. Argh...had enough. Wushu is making me do 5 rounds. Thigh still ache due to wushu training. I can't seem to lift myself with my ache thigh. Sianz...ok fine..the truth is, I am just lazy. :P
After class, I check my hp to find messages abt the cashier key. lol. I forgot. And then, when I go back to work to return...the place was like so busy. I just bear with it...although I feel like helping. I..I...man..this is what that actually makes me feel awful. Why didn't I help? It's like WTF. Please...help me, FWAH! I know u don't understand...but nevermind...just that I am too sentimental.
Now, I am thinking of my wife, 3-part nunchaku. I want to look cool using that weapon. Grading is coming soon. I am just sad to see that lesser ppl come to ninjado as compared to last year. It's a part of life that I hate, that is separation.
HAIS....
Sad...
I guess this is a symptom of me needing some sleep.
The thing that made me feel better is my 3-parts nunchaku. I forgot the real name.
I practice during ninjado and I am quite happy with my progress. I am trying to look cool with this new wife of mine. :D
Sparred with 2 guys. Well...it's kinda alright la. I am not satisfied but nevermind, I don't really like violent anyway. I am in defensive mode already. Don't want to get injured easily and unnecessarily.
Did frog jump again. Argh...had enough. Wushu is making me do 5 rounds. Thigh still ache due to wushu training. I can't seem to lift myself with my ache thigh. Sianz...ok fine..the truth is, I am just lazy. :P
After class, I check my hp to find messages abt the cashier key. lol. I forgot. And then, when I go back to work to return...the place was like so busy. I just bear with it...although I feel like helping. I..I...man..this is what that actually makes me feel awful. Why didn't I help? It's like WTF. Please...help me, FWAH! I know u don't understand...but nevermind...just that I am too sentimental.
Now, I am thinking of my wife, 3-part nunchaku. I want to look cool using that weapon. Grading is coming soon. I am just sad to see that lesser ppl come to ninjado as compared to last year. It's a part of life that I hate, that is separation.
HAIS....
Sad...
Thursday, April 10, 2008
It's been 3 days
3 Days in my new term.
I need to start having a planner liao. I need to remind myself about PP, wushu stuffs, RJ and modules.
Tomorrow is Friday, I always feel stress on Friday. Why?
It is when everyone can go home and slack but I would be going for wushu. Nevermind that, there has been a big communication barrier and I really feel that it is stupid for me to be a committee. Why the hell did things happen at the wrong place and time?
I have so many things in mind. Ninja-do grading is coming up soon and I have yet not done any preparation. I need fun...I want fun...but something is stopping me from that. Something that I wont exposed until I solve it.
I need to start having a planner liao. I need to remind myself about PP, wushu stuffs, RJ and modules.
Tomorrow is Friday, I always feel stress on Friday. Why?
It is when everyone can go home and slack but I would be going for wushu. Nevermind that, there has been a big communication barrier and I really feel that it is stupid for me to be a committee. Why the hell did things happen at the wrong place and time?
I have so many things in mind. Ninja-do grading is coming up soon and I have yet not done any preparation. I need fun...I want fun...but something is stopping me from that. Something that I wont exposed until I solve it.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
explanation
Douglas:
I dunno who u r. pls dont drag this further, i am done with that.
If u r my opponent, u should know we hv settle things out.
If ur not, then dun tok abt it. I wasn't thinking rationally because I was angry tat day. Please dont drag it further.
I feel offended when you said 'stop giving excuses'.
But you're not wrong because I have not make it clear.
On Saturday, my opponent sent me the video. He was trying to prove me that he didn't kick my groin and it was a kick to the chest.I denied but something change my thinking.
Firstly, after watching the video, it proves that my opponent did not intentionally try to kick my groin, instead he was trying to block my pushing kick. He missed it and it hit 'somewhere else'. I stop the video and saw it though it was not so clear.
Unfortunately, when I try to print screen, it is not showing any image on paint. So I am not able to show it. I'm not going to waste time on that. The kick he said was actually a kick to the chest was somewhere in the middle for sure.
Anyway yea, the video clear my misunderstanding that he kicked me. It was an accident.
Secondly, I am not giving an excuse. I have already said in my entry that it was a stupid thing to do to close my eyes.Quote: "I was closing my eyes(powerful stupidity)"I have admit my mistake at that entry.
So why did the video kinda show differently?
1) The kicks are too fast
2) Angle of camera
I hope I hv made myself clear. And stop trying to prove that I wasn't kicked to the groin, I will only accept that it was an accident. If you want to title the youtube video '...to show the truth', do include it was an accident.
Let bygones be bygones.
My opponent showed me the video on Saturday. I did my reflection but didnt post it because I have my own reason...no, nothing to do with grudges and i hv no grudge against him anyway.
Read it below.
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This was supposed to be posted on Saturday but I didn't:
Sheeshh...
My opponent sent me the video to prove he didnt kick my groin and it was the chest. I denied and said, the video is too fast. I can say that it was an accident because he was trying to block my kick and I was the one going forward. So a rise of his feet hit my groin. I didnt know i could move that fast...
Anyway, I told him nevermind. I forget abt things so fast and it wasnt a kick to the chest.
The video really makes me feel the anger...though I am not feeling angry at anyone now.
Good thing about the video:
1) I didn't know I can move that fast
2) I didn't know my yeoyatsu was not high that day
I am over with that emo from Wednesday onwards...cos' HOLIDAY! :D
These are things you should expect in any martial art classes.
For now, I am gonna concentrate more on my PP now...Jean still haven't approve. hais...
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I hope I have made myself clear. If you are not satisfied, talk to me personally and peacefully. I dun wanna feel offended nor do i want to make such a big issue about this. '
Watch for entertainment purposes. However...
Be warned: Anyone who want to bring up this topic again,
- Halim
I dunno who u r. pls dont drag this further, i am done with that.
If u r my opponent, u should know we hv settle things out.
If ur not, then dun tok abt it. I wasn't thinking rationally because I was angry tat day. Please dont drag it further.
I feel offended when you said 'stop giving excuses'.
But you're not wrong because I have not make it clear.
On Saturday, my opponent sent me the video. He was trying to prove me that he didn't kick my groin and it was a kick to the chest.I denied but something change my thinking.
Firstly, after watching the video, it proves that my opponent did not intentionally try to kick my groin, instead he was trying to block my pushing kick. He missed it and it hit 'somewhere else'. I stop the video and saw it though it was not so clear.
Unfortunately, when I try to print screen, it is not showing any image on paint. So I am not able to show it. I'm not going to waste time on that. The kick he said was actually a kick to the chest was somewhere in the middle for sure.
Anyway yea, the video clear my misunderstanding that he kicked me. It was an accident.
Secondly, I am not giving an excuse. I have already said in my entry that it was a stupid thing to do to close my eyes.Quote: "I was closing my eyes(powerful stupidity)"I have admit my mistake at that entry.
So why did the video kinda show differently?
1) The kicks are too fast
2) Angle of camera
I hope I hv made myself clear. And stop trying to prove that I wasn't kicked to the groin, I will only accept that it was an accident. If you want to title the youtube video '...to show the truth', do include it was an accident.
Let bygones be bygones.
My opponent showed me the video on Saturday. I did my reflection but didnt post it because I have my own reason...no, nothing to do with grudges and i hv no grudge against him anyway.
Read it below.
------------------------------------------------------------------
This was supposed to be posted on Saturday but I didn't:
Sheeshh...
My opponent sent me the video to prove he didnt kick my groin and it was the chest. I denied and said, the video is too fast. I can say that it was an accident because he was trying to block my kick and I was the one going forward. So a rise of his feet hit my groin. I didnt know i could move that fast...
Anyway, I told him nevermind. I forget abt things so fast and it wasnt a kick to the chest.
The video really makes me feel the anger...though I am not feeling angry at anyone now.
Good thing about the video:
1) I didn't know I can move that fast
2) I didn't know my yeoyatsu was not high that day
I am over with that emo from Wednesday onwards...cos' HOLIDAY! :D
These are things you should expect in any martial art classes.
For now, I am gonna concentrate more on my PP now...Jean still haven't approve. hais...
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I hope I have made myself clear. If you are not satisfied, talk to me personally and peacefully. I dun wanna feel offended nor do i want to make such a big issue about this. '
Watch for entertainment purposes. However...
Be warned: Anyone who want to bring up this topic again,
- Halim
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Sparring was great
A bit of ninja life.
Sparring was not bad. It's great cos' i had 3 matches.
I was loosing balance a lot of time. Time to buck up on that.
The fun thing was... the training itself. Learn a lot more new stuffs than usual. We learn the sweep kick.
I did the jumping high side kick, and drop. Man, i am actually used to it...but i forget, I am not wearing any shoes! So my kicking feet actually slammed hard after my upper body drop first.
I can feel my blood stop circulating and turning cold around the slammed area. So i sat for a while. :D
Sparring, was conducted better. Shihan tell us our mistakes. I need to be more stable, I know my own mistake. Anyway, sparred with rachel. And all I did is pushing kick. lol. Sorry if i am so bad, but i told myself i want to be more careful not to hurt myself. That is why I didnt use Yeoyatsu on anyone.
Last week's sparring, i actually hurt my ankle again. That was the reason why i change my fighting style.
Then threesome fight with CK. Me with Darren and Kenta(clown or Bruce Lee). So i was like ok...let them fight. I just stand there. I think one part he actually hit my hand. I forgot to close up my fingers and yea...now can't bend. lol.
So eventually, I hurt myself. My left hand, 1 finger cannot bend, my slammed feet on the left (swollen) and lastly my left shin swollen and I think caused by either Ryan or Rachel.
Sial la...i risk my left side limps. Typing on the keyboard has never been so difficult. HAHA.
Anyway, interest huh? That's why i like this class.
Sparring was not bad. It's great cos' i had 3 matches.
I was loosing balance a lot of time. Time to buck up on that.
The fun thing was... the training itself. Learn a lot more new stuffs than usual. We learn the sweep kick.
I did the jumping high side kick, and drop. Man, i am actually used to it...but i forget, I am not wearing any shoes! So my kicking feet actually slammed hard after my upper body drop first.
I can feel my blood stop circulating and turning cold around the slammed area. So i sat for a while. :D
Sparring, was conducted better. Shihan tell us our mistakes. I need to be more stable, I know my own mistake. Anyway, sparred with rachel. And all I did is pushing kick. lol. Sorry if i am so bad, but i told myself i want to be more careful not to hurt myself. That is why I didnt use Yeoyatsu on anyone.
Last week's sparring, i actually hurt my ankle again. That was the reason why i change my fighting style.
Then threesome fight with CK. Me with Darren and Kenta(clown or Bruce Lee). So i was like ok...let them fight. I just stand there. I think one part he actually hit my hand. I forgot to close up my fingers and yea...now can't bend. lol.
So eventually, I hurt myself. My left hand, 1 finger cannot bend, my slammed feet on the left (swollen) and lastly my left shin swollen and I think caused by either Ryan or Rachel.
Sial la...i risk my left side limps. Typing on the keyboard has never been so difficult. HAHA.
Anyway, interest huh? That's why i like this class.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
OK! First of all, I know what you guys (W45G friends) are thinking. I am following heire!
....
Yea! I am! So what? Admit it, it's fun doing this! :P
I was wondering what the heck was happening when my msn contact were full of letters and numbers. Then i finally notice....it's our new class!! :P
Okay fine, I am not as excited as expressed by my tone. In fact, the first thing that comes in mind...
"Got chio bu?"
Oh, dont get me wrong...I'm not what you think i am...I am what you think I'm not! Er...maybe i am what you think I am? ~psss~
Anyway, here goes the list :P
1 - For some reason, he look as though he got a problem with the people who view his photo.
2 - Looks funny and fun...but smth is under his sleeve
3 - She looks so warm and love-to-laugh-type
4 - I dunno whether this is a he or she....ScArY!!
5 - One solid word, joker
6 - Easy going
7 - Helpful :D
8 - Like the top student sioL! Congrats, i dun like top ppl. :P
9 - Too humble and kuai
10 - Bossy
11 - This guy looks like me...
12 - Quiet type
13 - the big mouth! :D
14 - Another big mouth
15 - aww...isn't she sweet looking? ala...a bit only!
16 - Sorry if i offended u...but u look like someone's grandma! :D
17 - Oh! U remind me of stephen uncle...only u look more unclish!
18 - Macho and good-looking...this is an average nice guy. :D
19 - Hairy potter
20 - XXX
21 - haha...chinese dancer!!
22 - I sense trouble if i were to comment on this guy
23 - yandao + singer. Gosh, i dont like yandao! Cos' they always get in my way! AHAHA
24 - Com freak...seriously. I sense programming-pro
25 - She looks serious...unpredictable
Note: This is just my first impression on you guys. We will get to know each other better when we meet in person.
Conclusion. . . . . .. . . .. .. .. . *cry* . .. . . .. .. only 7 gals!!
Nice Pictures
This is what proposal is all about. :D.jpg){kind=link}
Click here to see a man with a BIG cock
Watch it at your own risk
If you like it, tag me! :D
Yea...Singapore CANCER society?
Internet access be found anywhere!
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Home Life?
Lol...sorry. I accidentally deleted the poll and lost the code. So I decided why not just take the highest vote for that time.
So yea, the highest vote was actually my 'Home Life'
Well..before I proceed, i want to say something about what happen in my workplace.
It was a Thursday, and it was unusual to be kinda busy. 1 reason, sch holiday. Anyway, I served one of my customers. He is kinda old but very sociable. He got this unique way of keeping his coins - in the film container. lol. Nothing much there. But by the time he want to leave, I was keying in orders. He approached to me and looked at me. I said "thank you :D". He asked me, "Are you a malay? Do you know any silat?"
I was like OMG!...how did he knows I am a martial artist? I asked him. He reply, martial artists behave differently. I told him I know wushu. Didn't want to say any more. He was like wah. Then he introduce himself...I didn't really listen. But I really appreciate and it's an honour to know him. He is a principal of Aikido. He also gave me his name card in case I am interested. :P
Cool huh?
Done with that, now I can proceed to my home life blogging.
Basically at home, I would be a 'anything-also-can' person. Whenever I am ALONE, I will turn the music on while grooving around the house. So with this habit, all I can show is some of my grooves and silly acts. Btw, video taken in a hotel. :D
...here goes my crazy home life video. I am not really so heated up for this one. :)
It is totally meaningless. I find it lame. But it is for entertainment purposes only. :P
There were so many bloopers that I actually ate 4-7 chewing gums.
Coming up next...
I was acting gayish to the Jpop song - shangurila. The dances are nonsensical too. lol. We actually find the music video dance funny. So we made our own silly version.
No offend to anyone. We just like the music. :D The singer really have a cute voice.
HALIM GAY! :P
In my secondary school, I used to be well-known for a moonwalker. That was last time when I had a girl in mind. :P Wanna woo, but fail. Sad. lol. Now no girl in mind to impress. So i moonwalk only when requested. Besides, it's embarassing to know only moonwalk. I mean it is not cool if I know moonwalk ONLY and cant do any other dance right? So better stop dancing. :D
Anyway..
In the next video, there will be a small scene where I will do moonwalk. It's somewhere in the middle. :P Look out for...it's my lifeee...
Oh ya, the next song will be by Bon Jovi - it's my life.
The quality in youtube is kinda bad, so the audio and video is a bit not synchronise.
Well...that are some of the thing I do at home.
Sometimes...I do record my singing. My old friends will know. HAHAHA...
Nowadays, my greatest addiction is the laptop...ahaha...cos' I have something to do there.
I want to download LEGAL music because I want to upload this video somewhere else. You guys know any free legal music around?
So yea, the highest vote was actually my 'Home Life'
Well..before I proceed, i want to say something about what happen in my workplace.
It was a Thursday, and it was unusual to be kinda busy. 1 reason, sch holiday. Anyway, I served one of my customers. He is kinda old but very sociable. He got this unique way of keeping his coins - in the film container. lol. Nothing much there. But by the time he want to leave, I was keying in orders. He approached to me and looked at me. I said "thank you :D". He asked me, "Are you a malay? Do you know any silat?"
I was like OMG!...how did he knows I am a martial artist? I asked him. He reply, martial artists behave differently. I told him I know wushu. Didn't want to say any more. He was like wah. Then he introduce himself...I didn't really listen. But I really appreciate and it's an honour to know him. He is a principal of Aikido. He also gave me his name card in case I am interested. :P
Cool huh?
Done with that, now I can proceed to my home life blogging.
Basically at home, I would be a 'anything-also-can' person. Whenever I am ALONE, I will turn the music on while grooving around the house. So with this habit, all I can show is some of my grooves and silly acts. Btw, video taken in a hotel. :D
...here goes my crazy home life video. I am not really so heated up for this one. :)
It is totally meaningless. I find it lame. But it is for entertainment purposes only. :P
There were so many bloopers that I actually ate 4-7 chewing gums.
Coming up next...
I was acting gayish to the Jpop song - shangurila. The dances are nonsensical too. lol. We actually find the music video dance funny. So we made our own silly version.
No offend to anyone. We just like the music. :D The singer really have a cute voice.
HALIM GAY! :P
In my secondary school, I used to be well-known for a moonwalker. That was last time when I had a girl in mind. :P Wanna woo, but fail. Sad. lol. Now no girl in mind to impress. So i moonwalk only when requested. Besides, it's embarassing to know only moonwalk. I mean it is not cool if I know moonwalk ONLY and cant do any other dance right? So better stop dancing. :D
Anyway..
In the next video, there will be a small scene where I will do moonwalk. It's somewhere in the middle. :P Look out for...it's my lifeee...
Oh ya, the next song will be by Bon Jovi - it's my life.
The quality in youtube is kinda bad, so the audio and video is a bit not synchronise.
Well...that are some of the thing I do at home.
Sometimes...I do record my singing. My old friends will know. HAHAHA...
Nowadays, my greatest addiction is the laptop...ahaha...cos' I have something to do there.
I want to download LEGAL music because I want to upload this video somewhere else. You guys know any free legal music around?
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Time has changed...
What I really find boring will be working! :P
On 21 Dec 2006, i started working. It was sucky but I felt contented because I was being very productive.
Welll....time has changed.
A fact is a fact - The fact that I do not like to talk to strangers have made me feel so torturous.
Anyway, I have established a new directory on my WEBSITE
Please do visit :)
I have been through several injuries and I think I have become more flexible in my martial art classes. I am able to get my heat up much easily. Tomorrow is another wushu training...*sigh*
I do not like physical training(PT) so much, especially the runnings.
Wushu PT have changed to be somehow a little bit of NCC PT. But not as tough. Hais..sianz. I hope it stays this way. I hate PT. lol.
Just my 2 cents, I think the running is a waste of time. It's not like NCC where we got about 3-6 hours of training. We got like a lot of time for running. In wushu, we only got 2.5 hours for training only.
Oh well...seriously, it's not cool.
Next, is me. I am one of the committee of wushu IG. I dont know why they choose this lazy ass when they got lots of other committed members. And it's bad. I used to be a positive ass with that leadership mindset. But well...time has changed. I find myself having more things on my 'to do list'. I know there is something wrong with me...I dunno why i changed.
One possible reason I can think of is because of the people whom I mixed with. True enough, your society make up your personality.
But I think the best reason would be due to the wushu IG itself. The members are all chinese. There's a big communication breakdown. Some things are being said but not understood, which makes me feel that there were so many things other members know than I do. Maybe this is why I do not want to be a commitee. Seriously, I am more thank happy to be a normal member cos' all I ever wanted from this IG is to train. Nothing else.
The only few things that remains is my interest in ninja-do, animating, html codes, singing and getting work done fast. Oh! I am still figuring out how to do PP..
On 21 Dec 2006, i started working. It was sucky but I felt contented because I was being very productive.
Welll....time has changed.
A fact is a fact - The fact that I do not like to talk to strangers have made me feel so torturous.
Anyway, I have established a new directory on my WEBSITE
Please do visit :)
I have been through several injuries and I think I have become more flexible in my martial art classes. I am able to get my heat up much easily. Tomorrow is another wushu training...*sigh*
I do not like physical training(PT) so much, especially the runnings.
Wushu PT have changed to be somehow a little bit of NCC PT. But not as tough. Hais..sianz. I hope it stays this way. I hate PT. lol.
Just my 2 cents, I think the running is a waste of time. It's not like NCC where we got about 3-6 hours of training. We got like a lot of time for running. In wushu, we only got 2.5 hours for training only.
Oh well...seriously, it's not cool.
Next, is me. I am one of the committee of wushu IG. I dont know why they choose this lazy ass when they got lots of other committed members. And it's bad. I used to be a positive ass with that leadership mindset. But well...time has changed. I find myself having more things on my 'to do list'. I know there is something wrong with me...I dunno why i changed.
One possible reason I can think of is because of the people whom I mixed with. True enough, your society make up your personality.
But I think the best reason would be due to the wushu IG itself. The members are all chinese. There's a big communication breakdown. Some things are being said but not understood, which makes me feel that there were so many things other members know than I do. Maybe this is why I do not want to be a commitee. Seriously, I am more thank happy to be a normal member cos' all I ever wanted from this IG is to train. Nothing else.
The only few things that remains is my interest in ninja-do, animating, html codes, singing and getting work done fast. Oh! I am still figuring out how to do PP..
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Feeling ok..
Well..there goes my new class.
So far it seems like there's 1 cutie and 1 sweetie baby. Not bad huh?
First day was programming. Which was alright.
Tuesday, computer hardware stuffs...which I dunno...and ok la.
Anyway, Sunday was Julia's last day in Ninjado. I seems to be lacking of concentration. I want to be more focus but I cant help smiling and laughing. I do not want to look serious, so I just had to smile and laugh.
I felt terrible. I left half-way EVEN before sitting down. Furthermore, it was Julia's LAST day. I know I don't have a good excuse to leave...but it was because kopitiam doesnt seem to hv halal food and I actually feel...ah, i don't want to mention it.
I really felt terrible. On her last day, i almost KICKED her face.
I made myself look bad. Very bad indeed.
Bad at jumping sidekick, bad at being sociable, bad at being normal.
Maybe what I could have done was sit down and drink something. But I didnt think of that.
Sheesshh... *bow*
So far it seems like there's 1 cutie and 1 sweetie baby. Not bad huh?
First day was programming. Which was alright.
Tuesday, computer hardware stuffs...which I dunno...and ok la.
Anyway, Sunday was Julia's last day in Ninjado. I seems to be lacking of concentration. I want to be more focus but I cant help smiling and laughing. I do not want to look serious, so I just had to smile and laugh.
I felt terrible. I left half-way EVEN before sitting down. Furthermore, it was Julia's LAST day. I know I don't have a good excuse to leave...but it was because kopitiam doesnt seem to hv halal food and I actually feel...ah, i don't want to mention it.
I really felt terrible. On her last day, i almost KICKED her face.
I made myself look bad. Very bad indeed.
Bad at jumping sidekick, bad at being sociable, bad at being normal.
Maybe what I could have done was sit down and drink something. But I didnt think of that.
Sheesshh... *bow*
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
It's been minutes, hours and days ever since I post my last entry.
I was just feeling so sianz, cos' no one is visitin my blog :(
SO i sad. ahaaha...no la
Actually, I was busy doin my own stuffs. Trying to earn extra revenue. :O
I guess it is possible to do so.
Btw, nothing much is on my mind right now. Just that I left from science class today. I am not even thinking of doin rj. Damn lazy.
For now, just enjoy this video below:
I was just feeling so sianz, cos' no one is visitin my blog :(
SO i sad. ahaaha...no la
Actually, I was busy doin my own stuffs. Trying to earn extra revenue. :O
I guess it is possible to do so.
Btw, nothing much is on my mind right now. Just that I left from science class today. I am not even thinking of doin rj. Damn lazy.
For now, just enjoy this video below:
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