Tuesday, August 5, 2008

The Unstable Mind

Monday Wushu training was alright, I cause many injuries...I think.
First, Weiliang back flip was landed wrongly.
Before that, there were others when I tried to help him landed properly.
The shoulder connected to my neck was hit during the catch. It hurts but seems ok.
Then one of the catch I dunno which part of my body bones make a sound.
Then on one of the rehearsal, I accidentally stepped on weiliang's and cun lai's ankle. HAHA..I dunno how tat happens but both fell.

Naturally, after every training, I will have this 'shiver' as though my blood is not flowing properly and I will always think of 'that time'. I don't seem to be able to stop thinking about it.

The good thing is, I am getting used to some pains. I am stronger in a sense that once I know I got hurt, I will try to get up.

Anyway...I couldn't sleep that night. Seriously...my mind is like blank...whenever I closed my eyes, I feel 'SQUARISH'! haha..wtf is tat? i dunno how to describe. It's like my whole body was in pain. I suddenly taste blood. Was it an imagination? Or dream? No idea. But I hv problem sleeping. I was kinda senile in class next morning(which is today). I couldn't think. I can feel the different from how I feel now and last night. totally different. My lower body was like numb. Scary if you ask me...cos' I dunno what happen internally.

Then my right knee also pain. =.="

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