Sunday, April 13, 2008

Why am I feeling so awful?

I am feeling damn crazy, emo, angry...
I guess this is a symptom of me needing some sleep.

The thing that made me feel better is my 3-parts nunchaku. I forgot the real name.
I practice during ninjado and I am quite happy with my progress. I am trying to look cool with this new wife of mine. :D

Sparred with 2 guys. Well...it's kinda alright la. I am not satisfied but nevermind, I don't really like violent anyway. I am in defensive mode already. Don't want to get injured easily and unnecessarily.

Did frog jump again. Argh...had enough. Wushu is making me do 5 rounds. Thigh still ache due to wushu training. I can't seem to lift myself with my ache thigh. Sianz...ok fine..the truth is, I am just lazy. :P

After class, I check my hp to find messages abt the cashier key. lol. I forgot. And then, when I go back to work to return...the place was like so busy. I just bear with it...although I feel like helping. I..I...man..this is what that actually makes me feel awful. Why didn't I help? It's like WTF. Please...help me, FWAH! I know u don't understand...but nevermind...just that I am too sentimental.

Now, I am thinking of my wife, 3-part nunchaku. I want to look cool using that weapon. Grading is coming soon. I am just sad to see that lesser ppl come to ninjado as compared to last year. It's a part of life that I hate, that is separation.



HAIS....

Sad...

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