Sad

these few days...
I m experiencing stress....I feel sad. I dunno why, but just sad.
I am bad at drawing...but I wanna draw.

Today, my manager asked me...why I wanna quit. I feel a bit annoyed. Who the hell reveal that fact? I say, I want more experience. I olady told him I wanna go do the kitchen...he says not yet. However, the new service staffs know..most of them. I, being one of the senior, dunno. =.="

Of course that's not all the reason why I wanna quit. Other factors include the typical conflict among the colleagues. Above all these, I still hv not given any notice of quitting. And oh, I sense some anger from my manager when I kept quiet during he ask me the qn. He was like, "I am asking you, why you wanna quit?". Whatever la.

The morning was not busy but rather stressful. I was alone for just 30 mins and there goes the takeaways n dine-in customers. It was damn irritating lor. Takeaway customer, placing order...then one come to dine-in...then waited at the entrance. Then nvm la...then another custome come....just go in. So the waiting customer oso follow and take their seats their own...stupidly..as they did not take the menu with them. Guess what? After the takeaway customer, another dine in customer at the entrance, so I serve them. The other 2 customers who went in by themselves ask for the menu. =.="...okok. I know. it's normal.

Then afternoon, more stress...being a cashier, I hv to deal with take-away customers, cashiing outs, drinks, ice-cream...and sometimes seating customers. So there's one time that i was doin an ice-cream. Then this unpatient customer call from behind, "HELLO!? Can you bring us to our seat? Somebody?" =.=""
Irritating...for goodness sake, wait for a while...ice-cream can melt. I oso feel irritated with my colleague who went to the kitchen. So i hv to serve this nonsense.
tat's not everything...I was told to open a cake, and light it up...(i was like...hais..okkk)....ANNDD sing birthday song. I was like wth. I m willing to do tat but I feel as tho it's too much. I m already irritated when she call me for a seat, then a cake, lit up, and finally sing. I really no mood to sing lor. How to sing when I am irritated?

No choice...I am doin report n counting cash when she call me for the cake....or not another disturbance. =.="
Nevertheless, I still did a good job..well, at least I rate myself like dat. Cos' I did some introduction to the bday guy and then even sang for him...pIanGz!!=.="
And it was out of irritation.
Whatever.

Ninja-do. I am stress...I hv 2 injured knees. I forgotten lots of move. I am sad la actually. It's mainly due to my knee injuries. I feel so weak...sad. Just emo can?

Then thinking of wushu tml. Will i b able to do my best.

Argh...now it's 1:08am...I am thinking abt sch tml. Panda eyes? FCUKiNG iiRritating!! tired? sleepy?! ARghhH! I feel so stress...I feel like hurting myself...like jump somersault and landed on my back, breaking tables with high rising kick..etc

One of my knees is hurting now even as I was lying down typing this shiting entry. I just feel sad.

No no

FRIDAY

Haha...problem was boring.
I skipped wushu lesson. My knees la...
So i went for comic IG meeting instead.

There're so many ppl...i feel a bit outcasted. They were all like a bit...too high. haha.

Even worse, I can't draw...and we were all grouped. I feel like i m the only ass who can't draw over there. :(

SAT
Boring...not so busy la. Good.

me

first n foremost.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER! :D

Monday
Wushu, I got my kun(pole). It was too long for me, so the coach sawed it for me. :D
I am getting better at it and catching up with the rest.
The fact that I did 2 set of frog jump in Ninja-do on Sunday, made my left thigh pain. Not forgetting that I also did not put on thigh support. So there, in wushu, my thigh injury spreaded to the knee. Thus, I got 2 injured knees now. Actually, my ankle oso pain but somehow it went off after the training.

Tuesday
I forgot to eat in the morning. So I was fasting the whole day...with no food intake. lol. Also, I lack sleep. It makes me so frustrated. In the class, I am suffering from my injuries together with some twinge of pain in the heart...or was it the lung. =.=" Dunno what's wrong with my health la.

Haha...it was fun la. The whole team chiongz and all play photoshop :D
Boya help me with my photo...I need to learn la. haha. Esther the stardust nice sia...she oso another pro.

Wednesday
Again...all ppt was compile together...and there goes our photoshop again. Haha..
Went to get present with Fira. :D We were so indecisive. haha..thanks to her friend la. Decided to buy meowmeow. Thought it really look like her...in red and she likes meowmeow...always draw meowmeow. haha :3

Thursday
The plan worked well. :D Glad that it got well. Thanks to the whole class who made it successful.

Boring

In workplace, talked abt other work. :D I m thinking of changing job la. lol.
This female colleague talked abt her female environment work...so good pay. So my male colleague n I acted gay with her...to show that we're fit to join the female workforce. k..lame. lol. Brought garlic bread with me.

Ninja-do..smth new. Being taught to throw dagger. I hit none sia. LOL. Merging with Sengkang Ninjas next wk. Hmm...and was told no sparring for the time being with the sengkang ninjas....to prevent unnecessary injuries. =.="
Volunteered to do 2 sets of physical training for my team is short of 1 person. :D
I force myself to be strong. lol. After all that, I still say I got energy...yea right. lol.

Went home, go jurong point... saw my uncle at court. Tagged along...lol. He was looking at com, so i wanna follow la....i oso like com wad. lol.
I think I m goin to save money to buy desktop. Wahhh...i need to work more...or better still, better job. Saw this shop...called 'All Bag' but...selling shoes as well. =.="

On way home, saw this 2 vehicles. Lorry n a taxi. This lorry damn stupid la...always so near to the taxi..then this taxi wanna reverse...and hit the lorry front bumper. Then wanna complain...walao...stupid lorry apek.

haaha...tml sch.

Long Long nvr upload

It's been such a long time ever since I updated my entry. lol.
Let me start with my skin. My previous one is damn lame la. And I failed to be someone better. But who cares.

okok. Today is the end of the first week with my new class. W45G.
Day 1,
the morning atmosphere was really damn sian la. I quickly wanna make the class feel united, so I talk nonsense on MSN when uncle stephen did the mass convo.

Day 2,
By day 2, i tot it was already how many days has passed. No kidding. It's like i know my classmates liao. I can remember their names..most of them :P
Ironically, in my own team, I feel tat i was quieter. ..lol. Not cos' I cant b noisy, I just dunno what to talk abt...and dont wanna b an irritating bugger. LOL

Day 3,
All my teams were of ppl who r older than me. =.=" I feel so slow. =.=""

Day 4,
Maths was easy ar. Fadzlee photoshop tutorial. :D haha...this guy looks so hiphop but veri funny personality. LOL.
And by this day, I already go break fast with 2 malay friends.

Day 5,
First time work with Fira. She good at making things sounds funny la. LOL. :D Facilitator was orite to me la...just too many qns and naggy at 3rd meeting. lol. And then, went for wushu. Learn more of staff, and told coach to buy me the staff(kun) and the case. :D Going to practice myself. :D

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Highlights:
May Jun, from orientation day, is the same class as me :D. She more talkative now! :D
Fadzlee, fierce n hiphop looking. But very funny personality. HAHA..
Yihan, ex-wushu members! :D Tuesday to Thursday...with her, same team! haha!
Esther, cool n quiet but cute personality. Reminds me of this person in a forum. lol.
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So overall...the class was totally new. Different ppl. And most of them r smart smart type. Haiss...got straight 3 Bs. =.="
I dunno why...but i just feel so frustrated..scared..and a bit sad.

Imaginative

Sat
Full shift...so sian. Morning cashier. TOOpid! :D
I wonder how many kg is 20 litres. I've been carrying tat 20 litres liquid whenever it's finished. It's heavy la. Aiya...1 thing for sure...it is more than 10kg. I think i must train more.
Oh ya...I lost my labeller or wadever it is called. And my salary...okok la...cos' i work 3 days straight fullshift before end of August.

Sun
Wahhh...back pain sia. Must b that 20 litres liquid. Always backpain the next day after carrying it. Guess what? To make me even more irritated, the restaurant was so boringg..no students!?! lol. Got students very fun. Then yea...i feel so weak...time was crawling slower than a snail. It's such a hell!! Backpain...ahh!! Oldman mah.

Then finally, 4pm. I did the cashier stuffs and reports. Ok..sigh. Finally it's OVER! :D
Then withdraw money...to do concession again. Then to ninja-do. Withdraw at jurong point again. Cos' MRT one damn the crowded. Paid Ninja-do fee b4 goin for lesson. :D
Ninja-do. Fun la. :D
Kick yoyatsu and manage to evade attack. :D But i must practice the other side.

Night, I hv been chatting for quite the longest time i ever did.we talk abt imagining stuffs. lol. Nice.
Been thinking of making new combo moves. :D

Realised...

I realised that everything tat has pass goes through like a dream. Why am I sayin this? Cos' I cant remember what happened to me the pass few days.
Let's see..

Tuesday
I know my internet contract finish today. So i decided to go to the centre at bugis to change to wireless. Spent $100 altogether for the modem. Good thing I hv saved some money. :)
But I hv some problems doin the configuration. lOL.
okok...i now remember something. It was like shopping day...I bought some sort of rubber shoes, hoping tat it is suitable for wushu trainings. Then bought another cap. :D
Now I am broke. lol.

Wednesday
Work night shift. Slack the whole day. Night shift was orite...and i was the fuking cashier. Oh oh...I realised i hv used all my money in my wallet. I got 15 cents now. HAHA...how pathetic. But nevermind my salary coming soon. :)
Night, i ate pizza...only the toppings. The dough make me feel so bloated.

Thursday
Today working 12 to 8. lol. I wanna escape from cashier but failed. I still hv to bcome cashier until 6pm.lol.slack la.
Been singing Shangrila by Chatmonchy. lol. Learning to sing japanese.

Adventurous

Saturday

I was working full shift. Again, I was told to be cashier. Talk crap with my colleague. It was quite sian in the morning shift. Night shift...busy but fun. But someone always think that she's soooo right and exaggerated so much. It spoilt my night a bit. But oh well...I'm just too bored of it.

Went home..so crowded at the night market. Then this guy drops his stuff before boarding the bus. Oh well...I went to take it and tap him on the back in the bus. He very polite lor...and thanked me. :D So nice hor? But i hv to got off the bus la...cos' it's not the bus that i wanna ride.

Sunday (today)
Slack in the morning. Toasted some bread for my mom and me. Watch TV relaxly. :D
Then went to Toa Payoh to meet Kailing there. WoaH...she's damn formal and chio as always. It's about a business 'job'. I am still considering...:D
She's so much more talkative and cuter than before. :P

She promised me the manager tat will explain to me will be a girl. LOL. I keep telling if girl, i like. Lol. Actually, I don't care la. The manager turns out to be a guy. =.=" LOL. He talked so much...lol then I late for Ninja-do.

Ninja-do. Wahhh...different place, small somemore. But nevermind, it was still fun. Did handstand w/o support but fell and hurt my knee + toe. According to ShiLing, I could have landed properly but someone actually hold my leg(trying to save me from the fall) so I landed on my knee and my toe just swing to the floor while my knee joint was acting like a pivot. Haiss...now both knee pain. Still considering whether or not to go for wushu tml.

:D