Emoism

Hais.. Decided to blog.
Been chiong the whole 3 days.
First day: Create web layout, graphics, weblog, wrote some articles
2nd day: Discover that the server fuck me up, so change server and reinstall the blog and website, setup the blog to auto
3rd day: Doing backlinks works, writing an affiliate script (not done)
The 3rd day is today.

Been quite stress lately, cos' no one has been supportive. I really believe that I have not change at all. From when I was 5yr old. I was said to be the 'obedience' kid and getting praise. No, that's not the point...in fact, only THAT one changed...it has become the opposite. But only 1 thing hasn't change. I am always making sure that I will do something to get what I want.

I wanted a digimon, I save money. I wanted to lose weight, so I exercise every night when I was 10. I can't remember much, but I know I always did something. Saving money is the most thing I did. My long interest of being a ninja and martial artist ever since 5yr old.... I joined Ninjado at age 17...and kena kick out.
What I am really sad about is... now, I am trying my best to get what I want... but I am in need of something. Need of understanding and support.

I did a lot of mistake in my younger days... those achievements are nothing without something call companion. Those younger days... cats seems to be my only companion. People, if you think being a single child is cool, trust me... it's not.

Stress.. Tired.. Frustrated.. Miss all my ninjado friends... those days..
I may look so happy, but deep inside, something is hidden. No use telling others. It won't help. I have tried but I received a 'heck care' reply. I need to solve this myself.

New Site!

Halo! I just created a new fact script! :D Kinda fun actually! Below is one of the facts.