Review

First and foremost, I would like to indirectly apologise to him for skipping class. He was really looking forward...but i have myself to prioritise first.

Next, just to recap my past entry about what happened in my work place about my customer who asked me if I am a martial artist...I asked him why, he said i behave differently. For more, go here.

So with that in mind, I actually skipped wushu yesterday. I was told that the aikido trial was yesterday and went there.

It was fun. The instructor was funny. Then for me, i can see a lot of gals. :P But 3 chios left so early. :(

Ok, so what did I learnt?
If I'm not wrong, we learn 4 defense techniques, 1 break fall, walk through technique and making opponent fall-kinda-thing.

Not bad huh?
Aikido is a japanese martial arts. It seems to be a peaceful martial arts that do not require much of strength but more of skills and speed. Looking at the way the 4 defense techniques works, I feel that it can be taught very easily without much 'replay'. In other words, it is very easy to learn. There is hardly much strength involves and most of the time, you control your attacker. Thus if anyone(hopefully a chio) attack you, with good skill and speed, you can actually bring her down and....you know, you know. :D

Let's get back to my customer. So what is the behavior that i show? I am still not quite sure but 1 thing I know is the way i move in the restaurant. Naturally I am using the go-through method. Some of my colleagues ask me why i like to spin around...I seriously do not know but i find it easier and more flexible to move about. :P

Well..let's talk more about other martial arts.. :D

Aikido is unlike martial arts like Taekwando, where you bring down your opponent using a throw or normal method. I can still recall how my unarmed(taekwando) instructor threw me so easily.
He asked me to stand on his right and i dunno what he did and suddenly i was thrown to his left. Also, without much effort. This throw is actually my favourite move...but i forgot how liao. Seriously, this is a cool move. So if your attacker don't know how to break fall, he could have broken a limp. However, i have been kicked by a black belt taekwando. He is using Taekwando special fast kick. Guess what..? No effect. Just emotionally hurt cos' he's my friend. lol.

Wushu
Just an art for display. More for movie making and keeping yourself healthy. If trained with passion, wushu can actually helps to increase your speed. However, for people like me who sometimes don't care about safety, it gives me a lot of injuries. lol. I skipped a lot during holidays to have my knee heal about 85%. But my lower back has not recover. It will get painful when I do rising, side or high kicks.
Actually, wushu has 2 types. One is display and the other the self-defense. So before you join wushu...be sure to ask the instructor first. In sch, wushu is goin to introduce some self-defense. :)

Walao...too lazy to continue le.

That's the end la k? :P

Hi there.

School days are making me tired.

There is something that I want to do, but time is refraining me from doing so.

I am feeling a bit frustrated because there are so many things happening that is holding me back from doing what I want to do.

In my wild thought, all I wanted to do is to break all the stuffs in school. This is the sign of me turning hot temper. In fact, I get irritated easily by the slightest mistake.

Haiya...too tired to continue...

Why am I feeling so awful?

I am feeling damn crazy, emo, angry...
I guess this is a symptom of me needing some sleep.

The thing that made me feel better is my 3-parts nunchaku. I forgot the real name.
I practice during ninjado and I am quite happy with my progress. I am trying to look cool with this new wife of mine. :D

Sparred with 2 guys. Well...it's kinda alright la. I am not satisfied but nevermind, I don't really like violent anyway. I am in defensive mode already. Don't want to get injured easily and unnecessarily.

Did frog jump again. Argh...had enough. Wushu is making me do 5 rounds. Thigh still ache due to wushu training. I can't seem to lift myself with my ache thigh. Sianz...ok fine..the truth is, I am just lazy. :P

After class, I check my hp to find messages abt the cashier key. lol. I forgot. And then, when I go back to work to return...the place was like so busy. I just bear with it...although I feel like helping. I..I...man..this is what that actually makes me feel awful. Why didn't I help? It's like WTF. Please...help me, FWAH! I know u don't understand...but nevermind...just that I am too sentimental.

Now, I am thinking of my wife, 3-part nunchaku. I want to look cool using that weapon. Grading is coming soon. I am just sad to see that lesser ppl come to ninjado as compared to last year. It's a part of life that I hate, that is separation.



HAIS....

Sad...

It's been 3 days

3 Days in my new term.
I need to start having a planner liao. I need to remind myself about PP, wushu stuffs, RJ and modules.

Tomorrow is Friday, I always feel stress on Friday. Why?
It is when everyone can go home and slack but I would be going for wushu. Nevermind that, there has been a big communication barrier and I really feel that it is stupid for me to be a committee. Why the hell did things happen at the wrong place and time?

I have so many things in mind. Ninja-do grading is coming up soon and I have yet not done any preparation. I need fun...I want fun...but something is stopping me from that. Something that I wont exposed until I solve it.

explanation

Douglas:

I dunno who u r. pls dont drag this further, i am done with that.

If u r my opponent, u should know we hv settle things out.

If ur not, then dun tok abt it. I wasn't thinking rationally because I was angry tat day. Please dont drag it further.

I feel offended when you said 'stop giving excuses'.
But you're not wrong because I have not make it clear.

On Saturday, my opponent sent me the video. He was trying to prove me that he didn't kick my groin and it was a kick to the chest.I denied but something change my thinking.

Firstly, after watching the video, it proves that my opponent did not intentionally try to kick my groin, instead he was trying to block my pushing kick. He missed it and it hit 'somewhere else'. I stop the video and saw it though it was not so clear.
Unfortunately, when I try to print screen, it is not showing any image on paint. So I am not able to show it. I'm not going to waste time on that. The kick he said was actually a kick to the chest was somewhere in the middle for sure.

Anyway yea, the video clear my misunderstanding that he kicked me. It was an accident.

Secondly, I am not giving an excuse. I have already said in my entry that it was a stupid thing to do to close my eyes.Quote: "I was closing my eyes(powerful stupidity)"I have admit my mistake at that entry.

So why did the video kinda show differently?
1) The kicks are too fast
2) Angle of camera

I hope I hv made myself clear. And stop trying to prove that I wasn't kicked to the groin, I will only accept that it was an accident. If you want to title the youtube video '...to show the truth', do include it was an accident.

Let bygones be bygones.

My opponent showed me the video on Saturday. I did my reflection but didnt post it because I have my own reason...no, nothing to do with grudges and i hv no grudge against him anyway.
Read it below.

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This was supposed to be posted on Saturday but I didn't:



Sheeshh...

My opponent sent me the video to prove he didnt kick my groin and it was the chest. I denied and said, the video is too fast. I can say that it was an accident because he was trying to block my kick and I was the one going forward. So a rise of his feet hit my groin. I didnt know i could move that fast...

Anyway, I told him nevermind. I forget abt things so fast and it wasnt a kick to the chest.

The video really makes me feel the anger...though I am not feeling angry at anyone now.

Good thing about the video:

1) I didn't know I can move that fast

2) I didn't know my yeoyatsu was not high that day


I am over with that emo from Wednesday onwards...cos' HOLIDAY! :D

These are things you should expect in any martial art classes.


For now, I am gonna concentrate more on my PP now...Jean still haven't approve. hais...

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I hope I have made myself clear. If you are not satisfied, talk to me personally and peacefully. I dun wanna feel offended nor do i want to make such a big issue about this. '




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