Hill to flat land

Argh..it's been such a long time since I do a regular 50 push-ups every nite.
I notice the changes in my abs. It was at least a hill previously...but now, it's just a flat land no matter how hard I try to contract it. =.="

Went to MANGA IG. I have a feeling that I might need to take some time to draw again. It's been such a long time ever since I drew. Wahh...come to think of it, I have been neglecting all my secondary sch lifes interests ever since the start of Olevel.

Currently, I am influenced by the existence of Capoeira IG and 3D IG too. Capoeira will cover my dance interest and my martial art skills too. I believe I will also earn some muscles/abs from there. 3D IG is related to my course. Manga is my interest, and so is wushu. Ninja-do is my ideal martial art. Hais...so many things that the sch provided for the students...and almost all of them are interesting. How I wish there's such thing in my secondary sch or primary sch. I wanna take the opportunity to take up the IGs that I am interested in during my 1st year.

My passion is too outstanding. Haiss...need a lot of time to kill. So anyway, I really must do more exercises. (lucky, i am not so influenced by body-building IG)

Tiring

Sat & Sun...
TIRING sia...
lol

My right toe is so jia lat. My left thigh muscle is so like going so loose. They hurts!
I need to reward myself...just a break will do.

Ninja-do, we got new member. Argh..this guy is a NUS and macho idiot. I must say that he is nice. :D Good enough. His name? I cant remember. lol. But whatever it is, I wanna build some muscle to beat him. lol. BASTarD mE!
lol...okla. I dont really have time for those..but i will try to find. Accidents also happen on my toe. LOL..so painfuL!!

Haiss....I must find time to train wushu too..argh.oh well...tired, i should go rest now. Goodbye

Cool Down...

Cool Down....Cool Down....Cool Down......That's one of the tips to avoid conflict in today's module.
It's like WTF. Some people need physical release whereas some only need to take a deep breathe. I think I am the one who needs physical one. I am too tired of being optimistic. It didn't earn me anything...maybe false judgements and the same thing still goes on. But come to think of it, if i were to be pesismistic then I might... hais....nvm

No need to mention, my day became worse after knowing my Maths grade. It's so injustice but ahhh...wad to do.

My anger level has decreased due to wushu. This is one of the physical release. It makes me feel better and reflect on myself.
In wushu, a friend of mine was feeling unwell. I feel like helping her but it seems like she dont want my help. It makes me feel like I have no rights to care for her.

My daily expenditures is getting worse. Really need to cut down on spending or else it would disrupt my plans. Argh...

Pissed-Fucked-Nabe-[What-else-ar?] DAYs!

Sunday was already bad...it was drag up to even today.
Monday, the wushu training, I was like ignored. =.="
Tuesday, science is so fucked. Then found out my DVD drive cover is missing..or detached..argh!
Wednesday, fruitless being in library. NKF screening unable because I am not over 18. =.="
Thursday...

I am getting more and more destructive. Maybe it's what they call it counterproductivity. I've been imagining myself killing and destroying things. Even the slightest obstacle like walking on the pathway to school or home or work, I have the urge to knock out those slowpokes blocking my way.

In sch, I am invisible. Went very early for no reason...fruitless also. Then wanna go update my POSB book, the fucking machine tear my page. In workplace, I was the cashier and some new staffs were pissing me off. Finally, the customer. It's already close, yet got ppl wanna order ice-cream. WTF. I haven't do my RJ.

Advent-day

Hais...where should I begin? I feel bad. Yet I feel love (or at least warm).

Let's start from morning.

In workplace..
New manager..I have to make a good first impression of myself so that she dont anyway say me. But there's one problem this morning. The damn printer broke down. Me, being the front, kena scolded by customers. :(
No one to blame. Then the customer was like posing the "Look at my watch" statue. It pissed me of course. I told the back of house several times. Hais...I was told the dish was already in the oven. So I thought it would come out...but actually it wasn't in the oven. And there I was again...kena scolded. Argh...fook! I tried to regain my smile by being extra nice to other customers as to cool myself down. Haiss...

Ninja-do...

Class:
I was a bit energetic...most probably due to the Red Bull. lol. I ran...enduring tiredness. And then still got the energy. :D
Then there was a spar. Haiss...just gotta release my anger. I think I was too harsh on my opponent and even myself. I was on my offensive state that I didn't even make an effort to dodge or defend myself from attacks. Then one time, I accidentally punch my opponent on his mouth. His teeth hit his lip and it bled. I was punished to do 30 push ups. My physical state: a swollen shin and upper right hand muscle...my right foot is becoming worse (partly due to wushu). Too offensive with no defense can lead to injuries.

Dinner:
Went to dinner with those Ninjas. I felt bad 1 time. I heard from meow2, " ++++ is beautiful" and I replied, "You're lying". It was supposed to be a joke and i didnt hear who is the '++++'. =.=" I was so insensitive with my words. I hope the '++++' didn't take my words so seriously. What makes me think that the meow2 didnt receive it as a joke is because there was a 'stop' in the communication. And I know tat my tone always sound serious even tho i try to play.

The good thing was that...I hang out with the Ninjas....eat sushi =.="

Wednesday Journey

Today, I went to school alone. Peiwen said she's not coming cos' she was sick. So I told Emily that I'm not meeting her.

I reach school about 8:30. :D I was SOOOO happy. I like being early. In class, the first person I saw was Wan and her breakfast, mcdonald food. I was quite excited to switch on my com and have fun. I listened to my anime songs/musics. :D I prefer the piano version of them. :D It's so relaxing. It makes me feels like there's nothing to worry about...I am early, I'm resting and facilitator is still not in sight. So relaxed.

Then comes the 9am bell. Well..we get to choose our own teammates. :D I heck, as long as I get a team that's all I care. My heavy butt was stuck on my warm seat and so I just call people to join me. :D

Then after class, I went to the badminton court to watch and play with my other classmates for a while. As usual, I never changed...still clumsy and never care about my physical state. I hit and fell repeatedly. Luckily the floor was not rough like in secondary school one(I hv bruised all over me...lol). So long never play huh? Aiya..just play la. lol. Next time i wanna join them play basketBOLA. I dunno anything abt it, just wanna learn to play lol.

After the short play, I went to Acer customer centre at Jurong East to get my miniSD card out of my notebook. I was told that the entangled wire in my slot was not replaceable due to my own mishandling. :(
Luckily I bought it with my own money, or else my mom would have a very bad heartpain.

Oh well...tomorrow is UT test. Aiya...wad to do? sian...goodnite then.

Fun Forever

Hmm..let me start with what on Sunday.

The morning at workplace was rather unusual. There were 2 person doing the opening and I was one of them. It takes only 1 person to do it, but why 2?
We were expecting to have a busy day because it is a mother's day. I was told that my colleague will take over me at night shift because I have Ninja-do lessons at 5. But by the time I want to leave the place, I discovered that she cant make it. I let my manager know and told him that I'll be BACK after ninja-do. :D

Ninja-do..
The training was as usual..tough when comes to running. lol. I can't run. Argh! But the rest of it was alright. I sparred twice. One time with a guy and the other was with a girl. The guy manage to bleed my knuckle and the girl, managed to hit my face several times. :( . lol. Then we learn the dagger pattern again. haha..Ninja-do is fun. After Ninja-do, I went back to work.

Back to work...
My colleagues were surprised that I came back. They expected me to be all worn out. Even my manager actually told me not to come back. But, oh come on...NEVER say die. I was glad I manage to make a different when I came. :D

Note: I am not so wacko, I will still hold the safety precautions when comes to sparring.
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Monday. Wushu.
The training was not so tough already. I guess I get the hang of it liao. But I do not have the strength due to Sunday's hell. I became quite clumsy by 7pm. I fell while rolling the carpet and doing the spinning kick. Oh ya, I was also cheeky. HAHA.
You see, I was trying to play with this cutie. So while she was kicking, I decided to come close. In the end, a guy accidentally hit my face while he was trying to do a stunt. LOL. Nah, it wasn't painful. I was just not alert..and oso wanna go with the momentum, I dropped on the floor. lol. SO MUCH FOR MY CHEEKINESS.
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Tuesday: Science...PRESSURE!!!

Ok. Science...it was so sianing. But i decided to keep my spirit up. I decided to try and keep my team going. Everyone was trying hard. :D

I learn how to use excel! It is quite fun. :D

Lastly, I thought of hanging out with the class ppl after sch but it seems like none of them is going to play or smth. So i went to library. Did my RJ there and chatted with RaeX. :)
Thanks for keeping me company RaeX! :D

The hold BACKs

On Tuesday, I was supposed to go for REPLUG audition but I did not. I find myself being such a loser. It is a lost. But I think tomorrow, which is the last day for the audition, I am going for it. However, I did went to Rhaspody audition on Wednesday.

I was so nervous about singing aloud. It was my first time. I didn't do my best, just being so timid. So unlike me? Haha..yea. Looks like this is one of my weakness.
Anyway, this is the reason why I decided to go for REPLUG's audition just in case I didn't get Rhaspody.

Wushu, it exercises are actually tougher than Ninja-do because it is training more on flexibility. I can see my weakness much more clearly in Wushu than I see in Ninja-do. I like Wushu tough stretching training. :D Actually, I was thinking of joining Wushu for only a year. But with this kind of challenging training, I think I will go for 3 years. :D
That doesn't mean I'm going to quit Ninja-do. NO wayyy. I love Ninja-do. Especially with the cute girls around. :P

My class W25M, is a great class to be in. Everyone is so fun to be with. :D

Today, I thought of going to ACER to check on my laptop. I went to Jurong East and took a long walk to ACER building. It was fruitless. The Service Center was closed. Disappointed, I went back to Interchange. Another long walk. Tiring. Reached clementi, I went to my workplace to write my new roster but found out that my manager has gone off. =.=" Luckily, I sms-ed him. :D

Tomorrow wushu. :D

Welcome

Yo!
My new blog. :D Firstly, let me just list some FAQ that might be in the visitors/friends's mind.

Why did I create a new blog?
Simply I feel like starting as a new person. Turning over a new leaf.

Why background so light? It's so unlike me?
Well.. It's time to be more open-minded. I use dull color last time cos' I am more of introvert, and always wanna be in my world.

What is with the sudden change?
It is not really a sudden. It takes time for me to try to be open-minded. Even now, I'm trying to change my mindset. It's to change for the better. :P

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