OFF day?

Wahh..today like not much worry. No work! No sch! But went for clementi wood speech day.

Morning was like so relax today. Wake up, still can lie down. lek lek only.
Went to CWSS. Wahh..alone sia. First time I felt being picked by a teacher. =.=" Name is confidential.

However, he was the one who led me to my seat. He ignore my 'comic relief' when i saw him...that's alrite. Then when I go to my seat, I sat and pul my chair front to hv a more comfortable view, he asked why?...in a unfriendly way like 'Why are u doin tat huh?'. Of course I felt annoyed. Of course I answer in my cool tone: "Cannot see.". Simple. Being a crazy freak, I am prone to step the chair..it's my mistake. Yet, this ass-cher was like "HELLO?!..." Oh come on, u dont need to act gangster. Can be a little bit nice anot? Is that how u treat a guest? Walao...if he decided to be more ass by pointing a finger on me, I would hv strike it off and leave the place. I'm just there to see my friends and certain teachers anyway...and obviously not him. As much as i want to show tat I aint scared of him, I still want to hv my fun with the people i wanna meet...so I decided not to fight his words and just gave in.

I saw Mr Tay. Lol...he say he would hv dance in the teachers day. lol. He wanna edit MJ songs if can la. So he asked me. I dont know how to mixed la...lol but i got the songs if he want. :D Gave him my number. :D I think he asked me because he either can hear me and wanna end the convo or he wanna concentrate on the performance or both. HAHAHA..it's alrite.

Saw the Mdm Fong. Wahh...she's funny as usual..and as usual, i'm scared to talk so much with her. HAHA...she's damn talkative one...she will talk until i run out of words. HAHA.
But good la. I ask if i could call him for help with science :D LOL.

After that, some bunch of us went to eat. From what i can remember: Elias, Yimin, Bc, Ma Aye, Jy...sitting on one table. :D it's fun to see the old jintaians again.
Then go home, ...make noise pollution. Then eat, 1 hour later, eat again...WAH..i think a day OFF is making me eat a lot. That is why I am making this entry so tat i dont eat so much. And tomorrow is my Ninja grading. AHH!! My forward yoyatsu is still not good!! :(
I think my kata pattern is alright la. Only my yoyatsu and rising kicks. DOnt' know whether tomorrow wanna spar anot...cos' my wushu friend say wanna come..I feel tat i should do some show(sparring that is). :(...hais...see how first.

Seeing my old friends is so fun :D

3 days post

Today:

Wahh...woke up late sia.7am woke up...then like lazy to move...close eyes...7:15, go start bathing. Wahhh...usually 6.30 go bath. Like so tired la...the day b4 working, then exercise.

Go sch, 5 minutes more then i will be considered late.
Feeling damn lazy and was not very focus.

Went for wushu,kicked another guy again. Thia time is the arm.

Thursday:
Went sch, then work.
WOrk like so sian...new staffs go behind and eat and smoke...like walao..2 senior workers outside. Nevermind...NEW rite? Give chance first la...let other ppl talk to them.

Go home...went to do my rj and exercise a bit. Getting fatter la me.

Wednesday:
Went for audition. Saw this small kid doing wushu. Wahh...he was like doin back flips and all sorts of move sia. Primary sch somemore. Wahhh...
Then the senior wushu gals was like: "SoO CuTE!!"
=.="
Some of my friends cant stop justifying us that only if we were informed abt 1 month earlier then we might be able to perform better. I hv no comments...no stand at all. lol.

Overall it was fun la.

Title-less

Sunday
It was a morning shift. Feeling so unmotivated after knowing my salary the day before. Late for 4mins and the KBox door was locked. Furthermore, there's some sort of conflict at the workplace. The KBox is also kind of irritating. My morning opening was kind of alright only that the bar was not really cleaned properly.

There was this ANGMOH teenager customers who came to buy a pizza. I am as nice as usual..but she was too nice to me. I always get freaked out when people are being so nice...especially when they're strangers! Why? Because I dunno what to do!
I was nice all the way...while she was waiting, she kept looking at me with a sweet smile which freaked me even more. I offer them a drink but only her little brother requested for one. I gave him for free (yes, we're allow to do that). Did my stuffs with them looking at me and that girl smiling at me. (I damn paiseh and panic lor...so scary). FINALLY, her pizza was out and i gave it to her. Before they left, her brother say, "My sister like you." I was like...speechless.
Lol..I think i should hv said, "I like her too." HAHAHA :P...but really la..come to think of it, she nice.

Ninja-do lesson. Many physical training but my favourite is the forward yoyatsu where one person hold a bottle on their head and the other ninja hv to kick it. NOT the head but the bottle. Many of us were scared of hitting the head so we went higher...EVEN higher than the bottle. I miss the first two tries but the third and throughout I was cool :P
Overall 3 out of 5 HIT.

TODAY
Morning, saw carolyn rushing for the train. She and julia always go to sch together. I wonder how they did it for 3 darn years. Even pw, emily and me did do that for long...only the first few weeks. I brought my 4.5kg weight with me to exchange for a dumbbell set(8kg per pair). It's so torturous to carry it all the way from home to RP. =.="

Anyway, boring as usual at PBL. And then wushu.
I injured my knee when doing the front sweep kick. Then forgot how to do cartwheel and then fell. LOL.
Ask for earlier dismissal again. :P Too lazy to continue...knee injured and cant be straightened.
YET, I went to CWP to change my weight for the dumbbell set. Argh..8kg..walao..I so weak sia. lol. That's why I must be strong. So with injured knee, my 2.8kg++ laptop bag and my injured knee, I went home. lol. Crazy.

I want to be renewed

I wanna be renewed..wah! I wanna find new job.
Wanna be renewed because my whole body is so weak now. The wushu training was so tiring. So many new things was taught. The jump kick was damn cool, but damn difficult. The training was to prepare us for the upcoming performance.=.="
Although today's lesson do not have much physical exercises, but it does contribute to the exhaustion.
And then, I made a LOT of accident. Not only to myself but also the other students. I accidentally KICKED 3 students during the training of the kicks.

First, I jumping kick a guy almost in the face but I managed to hold back a bit but still, kicked him knuckles.

Secondly, I sweep kick another guy forearms. At least this is not as bad as the first one where I apply more energy cos' i was so high.

Lastly, a jump kick to the head. =.="
Wahh..this one I really worried. Although I dont think i exert a lot of force but I could hear the 'thud' sound. pIaNgz...lucky he very nice and was fine. I decided to go away from other ppl...scared kick again x__X

As for myself, I almost re-sprained my ankle again. Scary.


So wanna find new job...I just find that my current job is becoming hard to earn money. I mean I need a minimum of certain amount every two weeks(salary). But I got a below minimum. With sch and activities, there's no way i can work for many hours.

And yea, bought the weight..but it is too big for me. I am thinking of changing for dumb bells set instead. =.="

Cry to succeed

<==TODAY==>
Totally slack in class. Was so high. Iron Maiden songs made me high. Decided to plan again. Tomorrow, I am going to buy wrist/ankle weight. Cost approximately $30. Quite light...only 2.25kg each. Or u can say 4.5kg per pair.
It's so hard to plan nowadays. My salary is decreasing. Hope I can find some temporary jobs while sticking to my current job.

I dont want to ignore my studies. It seems so useless to be entering class and out without getting what was taught into my head. I need to find time.

<==MONDAY==>
Wushu play soccer to train stamina. Jump and landed on my knee. Clumsy eh? Knee injured. Learn front sweep kick. :) Despite injury, I continue the training. Injuries r typical.


<==SUNDAY==>

Sunday, we were like having more physical torture. The ninja standard is up again. Well...I would say it's kind of NCC style, only more physical training than endurance training.
Spar..I was mentally unprepared. Nothing in my head. When i heard 'ayumitachi' from the referee...that's why my mind started to think...
"What the hell am I doing here?...Spar..okay..what should I do..Oh, I want to defend only.."
I was only blocking without attacking, but defense was too weak...my opponent kick me the weakest part. Damn it..and the match was over. Last week also the same. I can't let this show goes on like this...other ninjas looking at me like a weakling. Damn...but should I get more violent or still stay the same?
If I were to think back and reflect, it is not a big deal. It's partly my fault for not trying to attack and partly, my weak defense.
On the other hand...how do I look in that defensive mode? A weakling?

Turning back

I had a tiring sleep this morning. Weird eh? I was just feeling so sick. Dilemma, should I go to school or not? I got wushu somemore. sigh. After several considerations, I decided to go to school. In MRT, I used a lot of tissue...and a man beside me sneeze, I offer him too. But he refused.

That's not all. In class, I used about 4 packets or more. I felt so irritated. I have the feeling to let go of my work...but no. I can't. It's just isn't right. I force myself to be strong. Never give up. That's my principle. lol, actually this principle only apply on successes and not this kind of thing. So it's not counted. So anyway, I continued to help in any way I can. lol. My plastic bag was full of used tissue. haha....so sian. Bought wafer for one of my team member cos' she didnt had breakfast nor lunch cos' she doin the work. I was quite scared to buy at first because I olady ask if she want anything when I wanna go down to buy tissue. But arhh...I think i should take the initiative. Glad that she accepted it. Just that it got cold =.="

After class, another dilemma...should I turn up for wushu or not? This time I decided not to turn up. However, I still want to pay a visit to my friends there. :D
Guess what? Saw some special guests. At first, I saw 2 girls from other sch also wushu la. :D They say got others coming. :D I kind of like that :P. Last Friday, I did not come because I want to go take Olvl Cert. And I missed my chance of meeting Vincent Ng, 3 times wushu champion and Mediocorp actor. So, I thought why not I just turn up for the wushu lesson...who knows what might i see. :D
haha, I see some cool wushu guys too. Oh ya...not to mention those chio bu(s). :D

So in the end, I did turn up for wushu. Feeling damn weak after the lesson...bought tissue packet again and walk to MRT station and to home. I feel that I lack training...both wushu and Ninja. sigh...

After the talk

Gosh! Sometimes I don't really know why I have a blog. =.="
It's like all I would wanna post will be my emotions, daily story and let others to know more about me.
The thing is, it's so empty.

Oh well...I just feel like wearing a comfortable clothes and have someone to kick in the ass. Ok. What makes me feel this way? I am always imagining of a scenario of a group of friends walking together and was attacked. Then we are all able to fight.














(This is a picture taken during the end of wushu camp) ==I still like ninja :P==
Back to my post. Well..it is supposed to be that I am posing a ninja stand but..this picture is taken from wushu camp =.=". I like ninja ok?

Then I somehow got interested in goth fashion.

(source taken from: Wikipedia)
Not really interested in piercing but rather the black shades. Hair is cool la but i rather have a normal one. It is just so fun to express oneself. I am thinking of being more original.

Today had the same old boring module. And after class, i went for the photojournalism talk. That's how I decided to come up with today's post.
:D

This is after the talk. :D










And I have some unhappy time at work. I mean I really feel like changing job. I do not have my desired salary. This hinder me from establishing my plans and aims. I love to plan and need to plan or I feel damn useless. *sigh*

2 posts today

I feel a sense of success because my thigh muscle got better and today I was able to do split again. :D But my front split still need time because of my injury.

Oh shoot! I forgot to do cartwheel(side flip). lol. Must make sure I can. Did handstand again...I was able to balance a bit only. =.=" Think of training my ninjitsu(ninja) but cannot find a place or a punch bag.

Oh well...other poly seems to be busy with projects and schstuffs whereas mine is nothing much but only Reflection journal, quiz and evaluation. I wonder what would I do if I am in the student of other poly with all the projects and stuffs.

Using my advantage as an RP student, I am using most of my time to work, maximising my interest(martial arts) and reading. =.=" Seriously, in my sec sch I always find myself uninterested in reading because I think there are better things to do...that is study for Olvl.

Recently a new IG(cca) is form in my sch. A dancing martial art...Capoeira. :P Oh! DANCING! Just something that I used to like doing. I'm too old for it now...but I'm not too old for learning new stuffs! :P I feel like joining this IG...provided it didnt clash with wushu and some other IG.

I wanna meet new people! :D

Ninja Do

It's been such a long time ever since we sparred. Like I said, I am going to focus more on defense rather than offense. I did try to attack but I just feel not strong. It feels so awkward to attack when I am feeling that way. My defense aren't good. sigh. Oh ya. And I slipped and fell on my back. HAHA. I thought it was my pant being so long. But after I further reflect on it on my way home, I don't think that's the reason. I think I was doing the sweep kick 90 degree and pull back rather than the correct 180 degree. lol. It was a feeling that my legs were so cold and not heated...
Rachel sparred very well! She very aggressive. That small KFC girl also fought well. She almost kicked my face. HAHaha..and something else. :D


Then walked home with Rachel to MRT station. Felt bad. My mind was elsewhere most of the time. I really enjoy her company :D..especially after kena bantai by her.

The beast

Yesterday was very not my day. My mind is like having hatred and migraine again. The noise level was too high that I concentrate. I lost my mind...

Kicked my opponent during training. Used a "broken"(not solid) yoyatsu(ninja move) and kicked my opponent's face. I didn't punch him at all...cos' I'm scared I'm not able to control my strength. A kick in the face is enough to cut his lips. With that, I decided to back out and stop sparring with him. Relaxed myself and train with another person. I realised my mistake...hurting others just to vent out my anger..no use. Whatever for? My second opponent is just a practice.

Today, even though feeling headache, I tried to show a good mood of me. No one cares if I am bad mood and it makes me being hated..so what's the use?

Thought of staying in the library to make my own planning...but too painful in the head that I decided to go home. Dilemma whether to train martial art at the void deck or just exercise at home. But at home, i ended up making noise. =.=" Irony. Then I did my exercise but no martial art training.

Life in RP...it all depend on me. Hate being sentimental but can't help being one.

2nd July, Monday

Wah, the first thing I do b4 goin to sch was to check my letterbox. Walao...NS registration reminder again. I thought I registered liao. Hais...dunno what they want. Better clarify with my classmates.

Then my presentation today was like DAMN lousy lor. I tell u why lousy. Becauseee...during the breaks, I read and sleep and eat. Whatever I read, i dont understand...so i eat. Then when my members doin the powerpoint, I sleep. In the end, I can't talk so much. Aiya...I'm really sleepy la...dunno why. So tired suddenly. Told my faci abt it in my RJ.

Wushu, got some attention from the instructor. :D Today also learnt broad sword. Walao...i am so use to holding it the ninja way. =.="
I see some improvements. :D SO happy for myself. HAHA!

Seeing some imrpovements..

:D Today, I find myself being able to kick better with my injured thigh. However, I think I was so hard on myself that it became painful again.

Oh well...need to take the medicine again and hv my thigh relaxed. Rachel was not there just now. lol. But nvm, she's doin her project.

Today's lesson was like so much of an exercise. :D I like it. I wanna be stronger. :D
However, I think some of it is a bit dangerous. lol.

And then after the lesson, I was thinking of buying smth from IMM. SO i went to Jurong East. But at the escalator, I decided not to buy it cos' it's not so important. =.=" DAMN. lol. So regretted alighting there, I decided to walk around the Jurong Entertainment building wadever they call it. Oh ya...around that area too. Went to this cake place and was like interested in the durian cake. lol. Cost $10. Aiya...next time la. lol...not important.

So after walking aimlessly, I went home lor. GO back to workplace to take my shoes and home sweet home...and EAT.