I wonder...
Why am I having such a mindset? It's like I am turning back to my old self ; depress, likes to be alone, quiet, in the dark...
I don't have any definition for such behaviour but to many, it is known as EMO.
Maybe it is due to wushu competition anxiety. Maybe it could be due to financial problem. Maybe it's cos' I am still working in that stupid outlet. Maybe because I am in RP. Maybe it is just ME. OR...could it be...this blog?
Few days ago, I felt the same emotions that struck me when I was in Sec 1.
It was there in my dream...
It was there in my mind...
It was there on my MSN...
Then I tried to find the answer...
It responded the same way as how I was responded in sec 1.
This emotion is already making me sad.
Then this negative mindset of mine is coming back.
I do not like to complain...
I do not like to whine...
I just want to know why?
One good thing, I have just find a way to integrate php and sql. Now I can proceed to my new project.
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