Bloodud! Not faniiiiieeee!

Today I surf around forums and saw something damn cute! :D



Watch it!

Everything seems to be broken...+ W65L!

Wushu competition.
First part already caught up. It became contagious till the last part.
How it happened?
I kicked weiliang too low. He got hurt but continued. The last part is the worse and I really hope I can reverse it. lol.
Anyway, seen a lot of stunts by other teams. They are cool.
Nevermind, we can do it too! We need more courage and guts.

It's so boring. It's so dry. I feel so empty and wasted.
It's the feeling when you work for something so hard and get something unrewarding. I am not talking about wushu, but other stuffs.

Then just now watch WWE. Hais...Shawn Michaels have problem with his eyes. He became cross-eyed due to one of the match with Jericho. Jericho elbowed his eye, resulted in severe injury. He is planning on quitting his career.. But I really hope that he will recover. Shawn Michaels is always been my favourite wrestler.

Undertaker is coming back. That would at least bring some excitement.

Oh ya. One of my latest success is cartwheel. :) After 2 months of serious training, i am able to do cartwheel on air. However, I know I need to improve it...cos' I can feel that my normal cartwheel is jialat liao.

ALRIGHT! Now it's W65L Time....

So sem 1 has ended.

After knowing those ppl in my classroom...I think I should give a new HONEST opinion of what I think of them:

Ayie > Aiiikido guy..nice and friendly but sometimes irritating..it's just me who dont like music. He likes to play music in class..loud. lol. This guy is a potential director

Fareez > Model with an unpredictable hobby..dance? Muay thai? Potential drug addict. haha. Honest opinion k?

Sharmaine > Good teammate, can get work done. Not enough creativity but not bad. She's damn choosy one. lol

Daryl > He loves to laugh for nothing. haha. Good at self-entertainment..he make himself laugh all the time. haha. Good mate to work with...he make ppl laugh with him for nothing too. haha.

Sebastian K> A very gentle, nice, humble fucking-cb-knn guy. :D Just kidding, i know he dont mind cos' he's nice. HAHA. Anyway, this fucker is very keen to learn and share.

Ismadi > haha..quiet sometimes but always give the couldn't be bother face. Funny guy actually. lol

Raudha > Violent+childish+playful girl who likes to disturb ayie. And yea...irritating sometimes. haha..but good photographer...she make the memories.

Clement > An execellent M.I.A guy. haha. Well...he is willing to learn but always absent dunno why

Ryan > An angmoh...what can I say? lol. Noisy guitar person! lol. But he is damn good at making sure the job gets done. Some sort of the old version of me. Only that he's better. Potential multi-talented person.

Xinhui > The girl who needs 'M' in her life. lol. She is friendly. But always so stress. When come to me, surely talk abt codes/photoshop/websites. Wahh..all study stuffs. haha. Potential part-time designer

Xiang Ray > Very relax and easy going yandao boy. Cute and soft-spoken. Always watch movie. Good team mate, always get the job done. But he also like a bit heck care when presenting. When can't find the word he is looking for, he just use something that only he can understand like nobody's business. haha.

Baoyan > Cute small little witch who laughs like a witch sometimes. Yes, she is UNPREDICTABLE. Never thought tat she can do something nice for her flash and design. Willing to learn but always trying to find the easiest way to get things done. Oh, she got a sweet smile.

Zarrin > The emo looking guy....

Joseph > haha...random sometimes. Lame when trying to open door but cannot. lol

Kohkonut > Intelligent, helpful, friendly and nice little giant. Like Daryl, he loves to entertain himself. He needs a lot of self-entertainment that sometimes the classes next door become his playground. lol. Potential great person.

Khairul > A bit negative sometimes but can be very funny! haha. Need to be more positive. :) Potential mat. :D

Shafiq > Too intelligent. Too knowledgeable. Hidden talents. Potential inventer.

Aisyah > Sometimes irritating cos' she like ignoring what I am asking her. =.=" Haha...she is Daryl's sidekick.

Rush > he got a bit of that patrick personality from SpongeBob Squarepants. He likes to, "uhh..." lol. He looks much matured during the first few weeks. Then he MIA...changed liao. haha

Suren > Nice guy who is always busy. Friendly too.

Jason > The ultimate stressing machine. lol. His whining is irritating and that whine is actually making me feel that he is only relying on others for answer and not trying to work together. It makes one feel as though he is expecting answers from you. lol.

Jason, you are intelligent...you can do it, you just need to relax and dont waste energy whining and complaining. Sometimes u need more time because your whining r taking a lot of your time. If only you convert those energy to whine/complain to something more productive..then you are the champ. Potential newsreporter for BBC. ahahaha.

Keith > Handsome interactive apek. He is funny and fun la. lol. His every sentence MUST contain cibaiiii.. lol. Hahhaa...the most funniest one i can recall was during the sentosa outing. He pretended to play rugby and wanna tackle. Then before he tackle, he say cibai. lol.

Sky > Jellybean guy. Very knowledgeable that sometimes I find him irritating. lol

Sally > First impression was...my gosh, ahlian and spoilt gal. Now, OMG...she's actually nice and hv a sweet smile. lol. I don't think i ever work with her b4. So dunno much.

I didnt comment some of them cos' maybe i forgot or they hardly come...

If you dont like some of the comments...haha...I dunno wad to say.

Unhealthy Mindset

I wonder...
Why am I having such a mindset? It's like I am turning back to my old self ; depress, likes to be alone, quiet, in the dark...
I don't have any definition for such behaviour but to many, it is known as EMO.

Maybe it is due to wushu competition anxiety. Maybe it could be due to financial problem. Maybe it's cos' I am still working in that stupid outlet. Maybe because I am in RP. Maybe it is just ME. OR...could it be...this blog?

Few days ago, I felt the same emotions that struck me when I was in Sec 1.
It was there in my dream...
It was there in my mind...
It was there on my MSN...
Then I tried to find the answer...
It responded the same way as how I was responded in sec 1.

This emotion is already making me sad.
Then this negative mindset of mine is coming back.
I do not like to complain...
I do not like to whine...
I just want to know why?

One good thing, I have just find a way to integrate php and sql. Now I can proceed to my new project.

The Unstable Mind

Monday Wushu training was alright, I cause many injuries...I think.
First, Weiliang back flip was landed wrongly.
Before that, there were others when I tried to help him landed properly.
The shoulder connected to my neck was hit during the catch. It hurts but seems ok.
Then one of the catch I dunno which part of my body bones make a sound.
Then on one of the rehearsal, I accidentally stepped on weiliang's and cun lai's ankle. HAHA..I dunno how tat happens but both fell.

Naturally, after every training, I will have this 'shiver' as though my blood is not flowing properly and I will always think of 'that time'. I don't seem to be able to stop thinking about it.

The good thing is, I am getting used to some pains. I am stronger in a sense that once I know I got hurt, I will try to get up.

Anyway...I couldn't sleep that night. Seriously...my mind is like blank...whenever I closed my eyes, I feel 'SQUARISH'! haha..wtf is tat? i dunno how to describe. It's like my whole body was in pain. I suddenly taste blood. Was it an imagination? Or dream? No idea. But I hv problem sleeping. I was kinda senile in class next morning(which is today). I couldn't think. I can feel the different from how I feel now and last night. totally different. My lower body was like numb. Scary if you ask me...cos' I dunno what happen internally.

Then my right knee also pain. =.="

Reviews Of few days

I was working today...and there were 8 childish girls.
Can't really know what to say but childish.

Anyway, I don't care about them now.
Was working with the petite colleague...Kero Kero Kero~
Haha. It was quite fun especially when they was 3 blackouts.
Oh ya...this is when those 8 tentacles make such a big commotions.
I was just trying to be nice because they were still young. But oh well...kids. haha.

I have finally completed my PP draft. Like wtf. lol. So sianz. Now I can give more concentration on wushu. I think one of the training session, I pissed weiliang cos' I said it was a stupid move. lol. Sorry weiliang, that part is not natural of me to do. The coach make it look better.

WWE is getting more fake nowadays - someone being crashed with a running car...and still alive. =.=" Too fake to believe. Then Edge and the eddie wife wedding was also damn funny. It shows so set-up. Batista, he is strong but he still have that emotional look. He's angry face don't reflect his inner feeling. Lol...at least thats what i perceived. But the wrestle parts are nice. Emotionally too when Shawn Michaels was elbowed by Jericho and his head was bleeding so badly. Jericho won the match because Shawn is not able to fight anymore..too much bleeding.

I had a dream abt Ninja a few days ago.
Some sort of I was welcome back. It was a happy dream but I realised it was just a dream when I woke up.