Like my nick...I can be serious if I want.

As i was working nowadays, I find myself being more easy on the new staffs. And it makes me more happier. Previously, I always lock myself with the thoughts that 'I must impress the manager', 'show the senior that I hv a strength' and 'the juniors must learn to be disciplined'. Of course, there's more...just that i couldnt remember. So what I did was 'never say die'. No matter how busy, I still beat the senior in terms of physical weariness.

Now, although I still topped discipline n respect, I still decided not to hurt anyone feelings. Seriously, when I first step into the battlefield, the seniors were all looking down on me...making me do all the work, in their terms is to teach me, but to me...they're just bastards. So when there's new recruits after me...I tend to be very fierce to them. I get very angry when they become lazy and slack. But the different is that I do not let them do all the things...I will show them how to do first...then the next ting is we do together. If I were to let them do all the things...then I am a bastard myself.

Let's just cut short. I begin to dislike some of the ppl there for having no respect tat I decided to relax myself. Like they say, follow the norms. My pay oso become like the norms. haha. So I m goin to be nice to new ppl. It seems tat it's better and i m happier. haha. Happiness>money. friendship>money.

My right knee is like I dunno how to describe liao. I can feel the twinge of pain at the joint every time I walk or even straighten my knee. I dunno wad to do la...go doctor, they oways gimme pain killer n ask me to rest. Alamak...i think today's entry really lame...cos' it's so late night liao....sleepy...brain working no so well..