cheeken

I want to close my eyes....
I am feeling damn emo...
I wanna draw a sword...
Bleed myself...
As i am typing this....cheebye msn keep popping up...
damn.
Damn boring...I m like nothing...just invisible...
No talent no speciality. Like the space between two planets..I am just nothing. I wanna be strong, destructive...and being seen equal.

Felt sick...I didnt take care of myself...ever since yesterday...
Too emo, i decided to eat a lot...
Bought pineapple pie, coconut pie, zinger student ml, and shroom burger ml from KFC. I ask for 2 sets of shroom burger ml but she gave me one set. =.=" nvm.
Thought of having it alone if my mom havent come back, but she's at home. So i offer her the shroom burger...while i took the rest. My mom asked why I hv been buying lots of food. I lied of course.

Seriously, I feel so down the grave. Didnt go wushu today...
My life is ruined...the god of devil is blessing me with his negative aura.

I feel like crying under the red sky...kneeling on my knees...palm flat on the ground.. head down and my eyes staring at the tears of sadness that wet the ground...

I wanna be strong...strong...

How i wish I can turn into a beast...as strong as a beast...

Cheeken