Halim

Week of bad luck.

Content:
How it started?
What happened?
In school
In work place..I seek for revenge
Wushu
Ninja-do = relief stress

It all started long time ago when I was young...about 9 Nov 2007.
I had this illustrator workshop in school. I did not install the program. So I learn by just looking at it.
Then I was told to hand in on Monday, but no email was sent telling us where to upload. I have not even installed la. I was also trying to gather my VB mates to do the program. It was difficult to contact them during the holiday.
That was also the day I receive the email saying that there was an extension of submission. So..I was lucky. Lucky right? Ah pui.
The same day I can't really do much cos' I had wushu after school. THen tuesday, the VB project is just starting to roll. Writing codes, doing problem statements and illustrator.

Somemore, it was a science lesson. I did try to focus le. I think i did more than what I done for most lesson. And this faci was like, gave me C and said i looked a bit lost. Sometimes I wonder whether I should switched on my serious mode. I mean, it's the mode I hate most...i get stress so easily. This KFC(Kanina F**k C.b) faci needs to reward me better la. Sial la...irritating sia. Furthermore my cognitive UT...I tot i did well and wrote a lot...but then, I got Elephant. Like WTF. Thanks ar...felt so under-rewarded. Stress + sad.

Wednesday, submitted the illustration late.
For VB, I set dateline to finish on Thursday cos' Fri and Sat, I will be bz...but procrastinated and somebody did not really cooperate.
Friday, after wushu...at night, still writing codes. Saturday after work, also writing codes and it was completed...with 2 problems which we forgot to correct...but we submitted anyway. I designed the layout using illustrator. :D
Oh...u may be asking why I go wushu when VB is at a more priority case. I tell u...I got wushu performance on 18 Nov and need more training and along the way relief stress. Somemore it was like last minute for me cos' I was actually working on Sunday. To make it worse, I am one of the person in charge. So I practice wushu even after completing VB.

Working was also meant to relief some stress...but it turned out to be the other way round. Things goes so fun until this idiot came over to take over my cashier job. Talking like supervisor, she kept telling people what to do. Then she straight away count my cash before I get to count it myself. She told be shortage of $9. ok..like what the FUCK? I was trying to relief stress...I tried to just get high, but in a way doing the right thing...I say, someone must be a CSR. Then this idiotic ugly heart shouted, "Can u SHUT up!?"
For goodness sake, can say nicely anot?
I ain't scared of her. How I wish it was in a secondary school...then I can beat and kick her ass. One fact about me, I DON'T CARE whether ur a guy or girl, if u show no RESPECT and it reaches my limit...prepare to get ur ass kicked. Yes, I am not a gentleman...get that in ur head. I m only nice to those who deserve my good treatment, regardless guy or girl.
So what I did to relief stress? Just keep quiet and show my true discipline...I volunteered to be the CSR, the most boring job, and stand at the door step. The other coleagues was surprised tat I was being a CSR, when I am not really supposed to be. Behaving like my previous NCC self, I show no sign of warmth. I had the tendency to kick the wall, the chair and EVEN that idiot. I could get her leg break again...but I hv brains, unlike her..shout EVEN when there are customers. One advice for her: Better watch her mouth and look who's talking, now she's done it...so just watch out. I am seeking for revenge.
If my anger fades off before the next round, consider herself lucky man.
Then this manager was like ask me, not busy..wanna go home? Go la.
I was like ok, fine. And went off.

So done with that. Today was the performance, needs to be there by 8am. So left the house abt 7++. Practice and perform...I think I did badly. I feel so out of shape. I need to be more built. I need to get in shape. Ended at 11+, got changed..and cabot. Go home, did the most rare thing i ever do...that is sleep. After that, woke up at around 3:30...bathe again and go for ninja-do. Had sparring with same opponent and last wk. I tried to relief stress la...so went a bit violent..but STILL, i m not so strong. Still tired from performance. I pretended to hv a knee injured when my opponent kicked my knee. Well...it was to play safe and not let him kick it more. I already hv injured knees. Haha..but eventually, he hurt his own feet that kicked my knee. I kicked his thigh and other part of his leg. I was a bit aggressive but at the same time, I am having this barrier of, "he is a friend" and "No kicking of faces".

Time to build more muscles.