Where are the happy moments?

Good-bye, it's getting worse.
Day by day, I was hoping to see something good... but nothing. In fact, it is the opposite.

1) Laptop spoil
2) Acer say must pay $130 for the casing
3) FYP team lack of people (1 backed out)
4) Asked 2 friends to join (also looking forward for them), but no.. they got a team when i need them the most
5) Another 1 existing member thinking of backing out
6) Working on Sat, that is supposed to be my laptop collecting day
7) feeling sick now..
8) etc...

I dun mind being in random team as long as I get that php project.

My mind is tired, exploding, aching... I need a bigger skull..

Smile Halim, smile.... Keep on smiling like what you always do... don't get upset, you are strong. You've been solo ever since primary school. Remember the time when you wanna join martial art class but no one was there to join with u? ANd in the end you didn't join?
Remember the time when you were betrayed and it leads u to sit in a dark classroom every morning to destress ALONE?
Remember when you decided to study for Olevel in the CC...ALONE?
Remember when you wanted to join Ninjado and you have nobody else, so you join ALONE?
Remember when you were in year 1, you were hoping that you have malay friends joining wushu with you, but you couldn't find so you decided to step into the IG..the lonely malay?
Remember those days when you were having recess in school and spending it ALONE?
Now do you remember why you like RP than Sec, Pri sch? Because during recess, you don't have to be alone.

So you are strong, you don't mind being alone as long as you are doing the things that you want to do. Keep on making others happy, it might not make you 'not lonely' but at least it makes you feel better.