Hey yo,

I'm in class.. not doing well again. Morning PT was slack but I dont seem to be happy cos' I was invisible.

Then my pant zip spoil a bit, yet I am able to semi-fix it. When to buy food, Milo spilled, aunty gave the money anyhow and it went dunno where but i just relax.

Then in class, I feel invisible again. More like I have no mood. Took coffee.. not because I'm sleepy.. just hoping to get energy or high... or more like the need for drug.

I am lost. I am expecting more shit to come, the next thing I am expecting is my fyp team dispersing and vanishes to dunno where. Not happy with what's happening to me all these while. Things are never good, when will I find that joy and happiness.

No mood.... really... The emoism is back, Mr. Cool is reviving... I'm not gonna like this...