Thursday, August 6, 2009

Rushing life

The FYP team problem is kinda solved.

Yesterday, I spent the whole day in School when I am supposed to have a relaxed day. But oh well, at least I am able to help a bit and make others life slightly better.

Body aching by the time I reached home, still aching this morning.

I thought I was early. I thought that class starts at 9.45am but I forget that it starts at 9.15am! nOO!

Still trying to be happy in class. Smile, disturb and being naughty. Truth is, I am not happy la. Everything for me is a rush. I want to start earning fast. This life of mine is going to end soon..
I wish it is still 2007, still got more time to live, have fun and relax. Those days, I still have energy for wushu and trainings. No injuries, able to move fast and all...

I am tired really... Tomorrow is another morning training.. Boring. And then wushu.. after weeks/months of skipping. I am not sure why am I still there when I have no idea how else I can learn new things. Communication problems and stuffs. But if I don't go, i feel like I don't belong to any group of interests.

It's bad enough that I was being kicked out from Ninjado, and not being able to sing or dance. Those were the talents that I really wanted... If I am out of wushu, then I am totally wasted. I just hope the wushu members could understand (which i doubt so)

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