The HINT to my preoccupied time

Hi..

Been doing all the crapz today. I am actually looking for help.. but I can tell that no one will or want to help me with it. I am judging from the attitude of the people I know, and concluded that.

There's one person that I thought can help, but like most people, she'll think it is a waste of time. I am not sure if it is just me who feels that it will help me in the future or is it true that it is a waste of time. I am doing it for the future..

I am thinking of creating a new game site. Anyone want to suggest a name for the site?
However, I have only 1 domain license. :(

Today, I've been doing a lot of technical stuffs : compiling 6ps, forum postings, reading ebooks, creating a PAD file, etc.

I have been separated from others for so long. I wish I have time to mingle around. In fact, I do have the time but I just have some unfinished business...

Anyway, wushu has been good for me. Able to catch up quite fast but not physically fit like the others. I am still catching up... after weeks+months of no show.

Wushu members are getting better too. :)

I am feeling quite down actually...because the truth is I think i sux at relationship. I can improve it but it all goes back to the unfinished business...

I am not like other guys... they are so much nicer, funny, good-looking, fun and all. I am just someone who is sentimental but quite strict, lame, ignorant-to-what-is-fun, busy, etc..

I feel so stupid la, but i need help with this unfinished business...which like i have said before, a waste of time to others and most probably they don't wanna do it.