MJ

MJ passed away..~
Is it true? ...I am still in doubt. Or perhaps, trying to accept it.

I've been his fans for years and have always take him as my role model. People believe the media when they say MJ abused child and stuffs. They call him wacko and stuffs. They always try to frame MJ.

However, when he's gone, everyone praise him and say good things about him. It's when he's gone, then these people who call him 'bad' begin to wake up and see who MJ really is.

This is why I dun like to hate people. Everyone deserves to be praised and be known for their positive side. But most humans lamely like to say bad things about others. They see the bad sides and forget about the good sides...until.. they lost that person.

Anyway, Michael Jackson have taught me a lot, though indirectly. I am like who I am now partly due to his songs, his voice, his videos, etc. He is a role model, my greatest inspirer.

Now that he's moonwalking to heaven, I feel insecured. Something is missing. Something is not right. I am talking about the world. The world is changing especially when he's gone. But I hope the world will change for the better.

I still feel like he can still be saved. I could not feel that he is living anymore.
I can't feel his soul. Is he really gone? Or will he come back? (I know it's a silly thought, don't mention it)

==============My 2 Cents================
It's lame to be gentlemanly just because the society say man should be gentleman. Then what about the women? Women should be women? Slut? Bitch? Tomboy? Whatever.
It's not that I am against the idea man should be gentleman. I am against the perception of the women who feels that man should be gentleman. Women, ask yourself, do you deserve gentle treatments? I see no logic why men should be gentle when the women is cursing and saying bad things about the men. I only see them taking advantage of the gentlemen. Conclusion: I don't consider myself gentle, I am nice to everyone. I think that's more important.