Flash Backs

Hello blog. It's been such a long time since you hear my crapz.

I've been writing some articles and spin it around to generate 100 unique articles to promote some of my site. One of my site rank 1st page and get 100+ visitors per day.

I've not been doing many of the things that I want to do. I want to train wushu but have been MIA for like 5 months. Most probably my skills are getting bad or better to say CMI. It's not that I didn't want to but I just do not have the time. Serious speaking, I love to train in wushu...just to keep myself physically fit but well, I'm far from it.. too far indeed.

I miss my secondary school days. I realized that I have wasted my secondary school days. I suck at socialising so yea, those were my lonely days. I should have talk to others more and heck about studies since my daily revisions didn't pay off well.

Without realising, I am repeating the same mistake even now. I am wasting time to achieve financial freedom because I am feeling so financially insecure.

Whatever it is, I do it out of love. I know I sound like a sentimental guy, but what can I do? That's just me. I know I suck, I know I was pretending to be positive by saying all those affirmations or lies just to bring myself to sanity. I seriously do not know how to end my entry.

I think my playground is martial art... since I can't go back to ninjado, I am thinking of joining TKD. Just to spar for fun and see girls :D
I still love my ninjado friends though :-)