Hi blog,
Well...as usual, my life end this way. I just wanna be myself. But i still ended up with myself, as in I and me. It's a hard life being myself.

It could also be that I am used to being alone until now then I realise that I need a social life. Even right now, outside E5 level 1, I am alone. I told my mom a few days ago, I guess if i were to hv children I will hv at least 2.

sigh...

Today, I was like turn myself to somewhat who i was in sem 1. I did the worksheet and stuffs. I felt a bit down when I tried to get help from others. Most endings are sad, but this is personal sadness. I know others judge me being blur, emo, 'dun care type', etc. I dunno what to say.

I cant see my strength. I dun even know if I hv one.

All I can imagine is myself, holding a katana...killing anyone who blocks my way. I am moving very fast, cartwheeling and flipping. Sitting on rooftops of the town at night. Looking down at the colourful lights. Feeling peace and relaxed.
I wonder if any pschological theory can explain this image form in my mind. This image actually make me feel better now and i m back to sane.

This may be an emo entry, but wth..who cares.

And yea, there's one interesting thing that happened to me last fri.
After wushu, i was all worn out and went to W1 to buy drink at the vending machine.
Guess what. I saw this 100 Plus bottle lying on the slider through the glass. So with common sense, I buy a bottle of drink from that vending machine and in the end I earn 2 bottle of drinks. :D Buy 1 get 1 free.