<==TODAY==>
Totally slack in class. Was so high. Iron Maiden songs made me high. Decided to plan again. Tomorrow, I am going to buy wrist/ankle weight. Cost approximately $30. Quite light...only 2.25kg each. Or u can say 4.5kg per pair.
It's so hard to plan nowadays. My salary is decreasing. Hope I can find some temporary jobs while sticking to my current job.
I dont want to ignore my studies. It seems so useless to be entering class and out without getting what was taught into my head. I need to find time.
<==MONDAY==>
Wushu play soccer to train stamina. Jump and landed on my knee. Clumsy eh? Knee injured. Learn front sweep kick. :) Despite injury, I continue the training. Injuries r typical.
<==SUNDAY==>
Sunday, we were like having more physical torture. The ninja standard is up again. Well...I would say it's kind of NCC style, only more physical training than endurance training.
Spar..I was mentally unprepared. Nothing in my head. When i heard 'ayumitachi' from the referee...that's why my mind started to think...
"What the hell am I doing here?...Spar..okay..what should I do..Oh, I want to defend only.."
I was only blocking without attacking, but defense was too weak...my opponent kick me the weakest part. Damn it..and the match was over. Last week also the same. I can't let this show goes on like this...other ninjas looking at me like a weakling. Damn...but should I get more violent or still stay the same?
If I were to think back and reflect, it is not a big deal. It's partly my fault for not trying to attack and partly, my weak defense.
On the other hand...how do I look in that defensive mode? A weakling?
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