Yesterday was very not my day. My mind is like having hatred and migraine again. The noise level was too high that I concentrate. I lost my mind...
Kicked my opponent during training. Used a "broken"(not solid) yoyatsu(ninja move) and kicked my opponent's face. I didn't punch him at all...cos' I'm scared I'm not able to control my strength. A kick in the face is enough to cut his lips. With that, I decided to back out and stop sparring with him. Relaxed myself and train with another person. I realised my mistake...hurting others just to vent out my anger..no use. Whatever for? My second opponent is just a practice.
Today, even though feeling headache, I tried to show a good mood of me. No one cares if I am bad mood and it makes me being hated..so what's the use?
Thought of staying in the library to make my own planning...but too painful in the head that I decided to go home. Dilemma whether to train martial art at the void deck or just exercise at home. But at home, i ended up making noise. =.=" Irony. Then I did my exercise but no martial art training.
Life in RP...it all depend on me. Hate being sentimental but can't help being one.
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