Keep on going

Hi blog~
long time not post. :D

Anyway, I've been so packed with many thoughts. I realised that I really need to relax. hmm..talking about relax. On Monday, I went to see the doc about my muscles. I really think it's not worth doing it, but my mom insist that I go see. Furthermore, my ninja friend also mention that it's been quite some time...something must be wrong? Whatever la...but when I see the doc, all he say is my muscle is like overstretched. ok lor...

He gave me a medicine that relax my muscle...which actually make me weak after consuming it. He advised me not to come for training for a week. I was reluctant to follow his advice. Furthermore I am scared tat I cant be as flexible as i used to be no more. But I want to recover from this muscle aching shit..so i didn't turn up. Luckily tml, no Ninja-do class. I am thinking of watching my instructor wushu competition. But i dunno what time and where tomorrow.

Yesterday, I took the medicine again...today my arms hurt badly. I feel as tho it's broken. ahha..it's the muscle. I cant make it straight. If I do, it hurts...and can see veins at the joints. =.="
But c'mon, I ain't a girl nor am i someone who gives up so easily. So I still go to work...full shift. My last customer complimented me. =.=" I appreciate the compliment but I really dunno how to react...I always wanna run away when someone compliment me face to face. She even wrote a compliment letter. =.=" Haiss...paiseh

Hmm...I just want to be myself.